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hey girlie! we're set to battle in old gen random, when is a good time? i'm pretty sure we're in the same timezone.

Ok alright. I am also battling Bard at the same time, so I don't know how quickly I can get to you/him (I dunno, we could probably figure something out).

Ok alright. Do you think I could just hop on at night (10pm-12am) and see if you're online?

Hey, we're to battle for the Old Gen Random. We're same timezone. When are you able to play?

you think so? :)

how are you doing?

you're back !!

That's more like it!

Don't start a war that you can't win.

Hola, Angie.

Exactly. I just want to be fair with everyone but
i don't know how to say this without sounding conceited..

There's a lot of people who want to chat. Totally understandably! Especially now that I've come back to PC. But with how anxious it makes me and how I know myself well enough to know I'm going to let people down, I just don't have the heart to get anyone's hopes up.

Thanks for understanding. You're the best. <3

I mean, you can attest. Out of everyone online I've probably known you the longest and I have never, even after so many years, been good at regularly logging into skype/discord and being active. I've always dropped off after some time and let people down by never being available. I hate being /that/ person. :(

I don't.. I don't to any instant messaging anymore. Sorry :(

It makes me anxious and I can never give everyone the attention they deserve. So I'm always letting people down. I'd rather there be the big disappointment of "I don't IM" than the thousands of disappointing moments where I'm too overwhelmed to be online. ;A;

Coolio, I'll have to look it out, sounds interesting.

Thanks :)

Question!

Are those lyrics of a song on your signature?

BUT! It wasn't all bad either. I learned so, so much about being a responsible home owner, something I should have done when I was 19. It's given me a sense of stability that I never really had before. School has been wonderful and I'm officially shooting for my masters in fine arts (my crippling debt permitting)! I got engaged, I got a puppy, so despite all of the bullshit below, I'm still a very happy, well adjusted, and good natured fighter against all this negativity! :D

basically the same.

found out my estate manager has been embezzling money from me so I had to take over responsibilities of the home that my mother died in so that was traumatic as fuck. I went from a nest egg of approximately $50k down to $3k cause of that. Had to take my tenant to court for non-payment since my estate manager (who is my uncle, btw) let him wrack up a significant debt. got hired by an ivy school league professor to help him write a book, got a job a a graphic designer at a local sign company in which I do near nothing, I relapsed on benzos and alcohol the week before my addiction counselor died of kidney failure, and to top it all off I stepped on a rusty nail five days ago that stigmata style penetrated my shoe and foot so I ended up in the hospital with an infection and a tetanus booster.

And that is just the tip of the iceberg.

Yup, been three months shy of a year.Had to take a break to get things back in order. But NEVERMIND ME HOW ARE YOU??? tell me everything!

sure.

just kidding

also, your title asks me to come. why