It's me again nya~ /shot /totally not a reference to an anime
Now enough of that. Let's get down to business. You really need to consider BinaryPeaches' feelings. Always on and on about silly things on a silly forum. Not being a mod, don meeting BinaryPeaches IRL, how you feel that the rest of the forum hates you when they don't even know you, and now moping because a thread was destickied. Always on and on about how you are being ignored or whatever, even though you have this wonderful person as your pair. How do you think she feels when you belittle yourself over the same thing over and over again despite her being pretty much all the evidence needed against that claim? How do you think she feels trying to get you to feel better and more confident with yourself while you just CHOOSE to continue wallowing in your self-pity and completely ignore her and others constant stream of compliments? Why do you feel so bad anyway? You've got more posts, friends, and general activity than most others on this site. You're active on a bunch of other sites as well. But no. You choose to feel that you're ignored while not acknowledging the solution to personally extend invitations to others to socialize "except for FT stuff". If you know what you need to do to fix your situation but choose not to for the cowardly reason of "I don't want to/you should know me better", then you've no right to complain about being ignored or lonely or whatever the hell it is.