No. I'm not explaining a ****ing thing. You already know that I'm a bad explainer, no need to rub it in.
"That's a load of crap and you know it." If it was a load of crap I wouldn't have said it. Not a day goes by where I don't think about the thing I used to fear most. It scares me, really. And ... *sigh* But sometimes I wonder, do you really worry, or do you just put it on...