Very true, i know it is not the world but it is weird not having one it is like diving into ice cold water after a hot bath, you know the shock of doing something so habitual then just stopping. ANd i know i had to pick between my job that would only last three more months or the sport that would help me get my future career Hopefully ill get a new one soon i called some friends of the family and talked with them, and it looks hopeful but these days you never know.