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Actually I wont take any.
I didn't actually need any of them

sorry, well, i didnt take any tiles yet

Oh, is that so? Well, at least you're alive feeling better. xD

Well, it's pretty great having a sibling, if you get along of course. xD

But it feels so real... It actually hurts to take deep breaths. Therefore effecting my breathing... I'm not depressed anymore yet I still have this symptom. I believe it was caused by stress, but it is actual, physical pain.

Eh... I really need to work on an art project based on me. Heh... Funny how this thing was assigned when I was depressed. Now it's gonna look all dark and gloomy. Although... Now that I think of it, that kinda is me nowadays, unfortunatly... I had alot of bad stuff in my past change me. :/ Explaining all of it may be difficult because I don't want the entire class thinking I'm just some emo kid wanting attention because I'm deffinatly not emo.

I'm doing fine, thanks. You?

Thanks. I'm a Zombie freak.

What's this idea? :3

What's up HOF ;) I'm doing pretty good, how 'bout you? lol It's true I'm doing a 3D model, but It wouldn't be for World Alpha this one will be something special for Carbon and it should be in true 3D If I can grasp the program in time. I plan on making a 3D model and adding a little something to it to give it my own feel.

Still... He is my future. I don't see anything else in my future but him. :/

I had to go to the hospital today to get a chest pain checked out that I had since the start of college, but the doctors didn't know what was wrong. (I didn't let them take a blood sample though. :/)

I'm afraid of needles, so stuff like taking blood, shots, and IVs scare the crap out of me....

From what the doctors could see, I'm perfectly healthy. My vitals were good. I was getting 98% of my oxygen. I just don't know why I'm having this pain in my chest...

I got help from a counselor and am doing much better.

slow, but hanging in there XD

Yeah. ^^ thanks

It looks better but a little choppy.....

Sorry... Still not happy....

Oh okay xD It's just that I've seen people around the forums who are like "Yeah, I can sprite, I can make all this cool stuff blah blah blah" and such. But I understand what you're saying. I don't spend much time around the ROM forum but when I do the threads I visit often have that kind of thing in them :x But then again I don't visit often so I can see how I was mistaken xD

Yeah, I was, but I never actually styled anything :/ I made like one skin and it wasn't a good one. I never made a banner because I hadn't discovered the wonders of the Photobucket Editor yet xD But I suppose that I should stop being modest anyhow xD My projected major would probably be Creative Writing, and I would like to minor in Music/Voice. My dream job is to be a singer, but if that doesn't happen then I'd like to write for a magazine, something like Seventeen. Not because of all the "juicy gossip" or whatever, I just think it would be fun =] But I'm trying really hard to get enough money to record a demo CD, then maybe sell it on Myspace Music or something. Even if I'm unsigned there are people who would buy it. Poema is my role model (after Tokio Hotel) - there are two sisters in the band and they got together and made a demo CD that they're now selling for seven dollars on Myspace Music...and they just recently got signed to Tooth and Nail Records, a major label, so it shows that that kind of stuff can happen =] If not that, then I'm definitely going into something with writing. And I'm a senior, so it's not too early to ask xD

Mhm, sure. Just be warned that I have a completely different personality there than here. Here, I kind of have a protective shell where I choose my words carefully and don't let too many people in. But on Mibba, I'm comfortable, and I feel like I can be myself, so...yeah :x There's a lot of stuff you might not know about me on there, so be careful when looking at my stuff. Not anything bad xDDDD Just that I'm different.

Link: http://member.mibba.com/60521

Yep yep, that's exactly what I'm saying =] And no, that wasn't me xD She's a model from Sweden and her name is Krystal. But I decided I'm just going to stop doing stuff like that and put my own pictures up. People can take it or leave it -.-

Sorry to hear that...

I am still on vacation, kthx. 8D

Uhh, I would be valedictorian and president of several clubs if I wasn't so lazy? o3o

Yes, I do find Psychology more interesting than other subjects.. I hate English and analyzing text because I think it has no practical use, as no one can interpret and tell whatever kind of drug the author was smoking when he wrote it. On the other hand, analyzing people helps understand how people work. x_x Games are a tight industry, so I'm not sure if I'll go into programming. I don't have much time to decide, huh?

Sigh, I'll sound hypocritical no matter what, as I loved and hated modding. Let's just say that 2008 was the worst year of my life because of real life drama. Modding just got unfortunately tied into that dreadful year. Actually, I don't think I can openly discuss why I left. Iz nunya bznss. I just dramatize it. It was nothing, lol.

Busy should be my middle name. :<

How popular was it. Um... ^^" Well, it was still in the Scrapbox. But it did have six pages. I'm not sure how old it was at the time, so you'd have to do a little work to know.

Your maps look very nice to me. In the end, of course some people won't like them. Because people have different tastes, you can't please everybody. In the end, as long as you like how the map looks, you've done a good job, and if a decent amount of other people like it too, all the better.

I don't know. I never really seemed to attract much romantic interest in school, either. Maybe it's some kind of vibe I give off. But people usually aren't serious anyway. About relationships, and about a lot of things - at least in school, I know it was that way. I can't help but look down on them in this one way - it's the lack of loyalty and seriousness in their relationships with others. It's a flaw of mine, to look down on them because of it, but I can't help it. In general, they're still people. But any time I have to deal with disloyalty, I get disgusted with the people who do it. It's not so much that I'm better, as that they don't even seem to try, and that ticks me off.

What? Sorry I'm always depressed? It's a balance. While there are good things in my life to be happy about, there are also bad things to be sad about. There will always be both things, until we finally leave this world. I can be moderately pessimistic, I admit. I've had too many things not work out the way I planned, to not expect it to happen again. Anything else would be really naive. And I figure, if you usually expect the worst, than usually your surprises will be good ones.

Yeah, I'm usually depressed deep down. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I care about all the bad things that I hear about. Maybe it's left over from when my parents were building the house, although that's been years ago now... and maybe it has to do with being away from the one I love.

The bright side - well, I have someone here for me, even if he's not strictly here right now. I have SotW, and I have a completely free schedule, because I don't have a job.

I told you already. I have things to be happy about, but they tend to be short-term. Long term, I don't know; but I can't do anything about it, so I might as well not worry about it. You can't know the future; it's never assured. Why should work my tail off for a reward as fickle as the flip of a coin? Better to do something I find fun, and if it has a future reward, that's just a nice bonus.

Basically, no matter how worrying the future is, it's out of my hands. I suppose I'm too busy worrying about other things I have no control over, like the lack of deep love and loyalty in the world today, or more immediate concerns in my own family.

Yeah.

I'm feeling better since it's Saturday, but I think I'm become overly stressed again when I have to go back....

I'm tired and excited.
I've already finished one peice of art work, working on the second, and did like 15 things that are card sized experimenting with different mediums. Web Design has been fun (we'll be doing a large overhaul of the school's website) and Psychology isn't too hard yet.
The only class I hate is Transition to College Math. :| Can't stay awake and there are a lot of idiots in that class.

Same here :/ this 1st week back was insane. Other than that I've been fine. Just working & teying to get on the interwebs as much as possible

Oh, I felt like visiting this place again, especially since people are so nice in here compared to other forums. :3

But I'm still really buzy. I've been packing for the whole week because I'm moving away from home tomorrow. I'll stay in my grandparent's house for a few days before I get the keys to my own apartment. It might take a week or so before I really get to surf in the net at all.

I do have MSN account, but, I practically never use it, so I don't think you'd do much with it. :P I haven't logged online in like... two years. XD I kinda seem to get inactive in everything over internet after using it for a while. Well, now I'll have to go to sleep, I still have lots of stuff to do tomorrow~