Hyzenthlay

Well i currently have nothing hahaha

I need a new theme and im very lazy xD

tyyyy it's my identity now on the internet i guess. ^__^ WOW LATE RESPONSE sorry life is kicking my ass

but im doing okay!! i hope you've been doing well yourself? :o

I listen to them all the time lately, tearing up is the best i can do these days anyways.

I have no idea what to do with my life. Every day I wonder when ill get cursed even more and so on... At this point im more surviving than living really. Probably was meant to be too.

I havent slept at all lately. I just dont really want to dream anymore at all. Im tired of my life tbh.

Neither do I. Online only 3-4 people i really can call a friend.

I just listen to a select few songs i relate to and then just sob away in a deathmatch server. I dont really have hope in any happiness at all thanks to being cursed. Then again one of the songs I listen to daily is called Is Happiness Just A Word?

Maybe it really was not meant to be and fate didnt want any anomalies...

Mostly online here.

Idk... They don't seem to help at all. They mostly make me miss those times and eventually make me feel bad cause im cursed to death atm.

I shut down way too often when i need to ask something

Ahh Howl <3 I share the Howl affection for sure.

yes, yes ofc. it is also for me that spirited away has always been scented with the sweet fragrance of nostalgia. also, "with his masterful ability to touch the kernel of your soul"? i'm deeply impressed by your poetic abilities :0 and i hope you don't mind if i steal borrow that expression now

i believe the combination of stunning graphics, calming ost, solid and lovable characters and plotlines to live for is what has me so hooked on ghibli films? haha, i think i just included everything in that. and as for you, is there something that you love most (other than soul-kernel-touching hisaishi, ofc)?

i noticed, you do change quite a bit. at least i don't feel so alone anymore xD

Im pretty much guaranteed to lose friends oeft right and centre.

Things would be different, but in a good way? Not so sure. Probably woulda been on the same path as in 2013 and never strayed off of it. Well it pretty much is dead im not going to lie, theres no way to twist that around.

You'd be suprised...

I dont think thats selfish at all. I mean thats how I usually am. But people usually distance from me and then fade away, such is life.

I wonder if i infact had left, what couldve been then. I know a relationship is 100% out of the picture, i have no hope in that any longer.

You're not the only one at that. I am literally the same irl. I dont like to talk irl, avoid contact as much as possible.

cause im so mentally broken this happens

Glad to hear you're still well! It takes awhile but you'll eventually come to terms with which courses will give yourself the right opportunities in the working world, so hang in there. Any specific majors in mind? Narrowing the search helps greatly.

Leg is fully recovered; I was medically cleared by January 2016, and I physically matched my pre-surgery self about a month away from completing that school year. Currently in my first year of college, which has been a wild transition. I've involved myself in great classes and activities with all sorts of people, and it definitely been worth it so far! I can go on and on, but who wants that haha

haha, ofc! i adore howl's moving castle, although a lot of the others are strongly to my liking. what's yours?
also don't mind me changing my av and sig every five minutes, i'm experimenting a little and hoping to settle for something

i hope so :(

<_<

im not telling

yes it sucks :(

nah nah nah i was perfectly fine untill u dont want to do zhe deal

I got sick now :(

see what u do

i will hold my breath forever then

IM PERSISTENT

Nah not jntill you finish le deal

NOPE

IM MAKING A STATEMENT >:(((