Ivysaur

*blushes*

WEEENNNT! How are you? It's nice to see you! (:

don't laugh at meeee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6oJEicmI_Fs

Gracias a mi suerte, el año empezo nublado y con una temperatura aceptable. Como esta todo por allá? :)

Should i? :o Never heard of 'em.

:O omg that's amazing

Feliz año nuevo!! :D

This is undoubtly the most beautiful cabbage I've ever seen. Thank you <3 ily so worth the wait <3333 she is so green and healthy! All the best in this crispy ass new year!

*waves*

phahahaha i actually really like that

ARE YOU GONNA FINALLY KICK MY AS CUS FUCK YEa

Omg what is

have I made you listen to this yet? because it's kinda mind blowing

also for once i'm bored so poking you about it seemed like a chill idea

beep beep still mourning my sweet could-have-been switch

I'm sorry. I wish I was a more consistent person and that I could prioritize better - cause god knows I miss my gossip buddy and the only other gratuitous nintendo fan I know. I will be making an effort to be on PC more often now, since I'd really like to get back in touch with everyone and give back to the community that has given me so much. I think I just needed to take a serious break from the internet but.. I feel much more optimistic and like I actually want an outlet for all the bullshit going on right now.

At the very least, I'm always willing to listen even if my responses leave much to be desired. I'd love to hear your feelings on Catalonia. Oh! And Xenoblade 2! Nick just got that one for himself today and he's super into it so you gotta tell me how you like it!

I personally got BoTW (and an awesome cool Zelda shirt but it's a v-neck and is really, really low cut and revealing despite being a tshirt??? so like idk how they managed that but I digress) but I'm going to finish Skyrim before I start anything new. Not to mention the Monster Hunter World beta opened again and OHHH GOOD GOD MY LIFE I know how I was just saying i got it back but like now it's going to be 100% MH again lol

OMG i was thinking of you yesterday to message but then i got distracted and ahehfghg
merry xmas wenty <33

Nah, esta empezando a hacer calor otra vez y esta semana se va a poner fea la cosa.

Sii, yo solo quiero descansar hasta el proximo lunes la verdad. No tengo que estudiar ni nada, pero estoy extremadamente cansado y bastante desmotivado ultimamente.

Jajajaja, si, pasa. Yo estuve la mayor parte de la tarde en la cocina ayer, ayudando. Pero por suerte se podia vivir :P

Feliz navidad! Que tengas un buen dia :)

Por cierto, por una vez en mi vida, no me cocine en vida ayer, jaja.

Eh, you caught me at a bad VM lol. I was just venting out a bit, it's really not all that bad. It is a sincere blessing that I even have family to care for in the first place. Not everyone (and I should know after what happened to my mom) has the privilege of having such a supportive and present family. What I really need is to be reminded to be more selfless and grateful for the good fortune I do have and not wallow in the extra responsibility I'm shouldered with. Plenty of people would give a limb to be able to bring those lost members of family back and I should have the grace to appreciate every (even every trying moment) I have with them.

I.. It's just tough because here I am, a 27 year old whose neither trained to equipped to deal with two 90+ people. So all I can do is my best and love them unconditionally and make their time here just a little bit easier.

I hate when I get all bitter about things I should be grateful for. Makes me feel like I'm not a good person.. And like you said it has brought those thought to the forefront again. With the xanax bottle and my grandmother-in-law's pain pills so close at hand. But luckily it hasn't come to that and I'll be sure to say something to my therapist if I feel I'm at risk. One thing I did once all this drama started was get a therapist too so I have a professional to fall back on if I'm feeling particularly weak.

As overwhelming as it is, I do have Nick and other family to lean on. And over Christmas break I've got time off from the grandparent-sitting since other members of the family will be around and the appointments I've been covering for are cancelled until 2018! So "Jo gets an actual damn rest" week starts soon enough! Then I get to focus on fun things like making cookies and PLAYING MY NEW NINTENDO SWITCH THANK YOU VERY MUCH

I'm balls deep in Skyrim right now but assuming you have a switch Nick's got Splatoon if you ever want to run a few multiplayer games! Odyssey is INCREDIBLE too!!

But, you know me, my Monster Hunter obsession is still full swing hahaha. :p