I love the Texan accent. I never even really noticed… I actually really liked it. I think Texan accent is apparently very beautiful. And Crystal Dynamics have changed everything about Tomb Raider without a proper explanation… And actually, they limit their explanations to the point that they sound way past stupid. I mean… You would just have to play the game to understand what I mean. Everything about what Crystal Dynamics have done to that game is completely unwelcome. And that is one thing you are DEAD right about. I HATE the easily troubled woman. When a female main character has a meek voice and is only there to look cute and hides behind the main hero, omg. It makes me want to rip the TV cords out of the god damn wall.
I don't really like to have fun, I'm a really serious person. I don't do many jokes. I am even really serious on April Fools and stuff like that. I don't like them played on me and I don't like to play them on other people. That's why I don't like to switch around because I get pissed off easily when people confuse me with someone else or they think it's a joke. Lol.
I am not really worried about having respect for my culture or any culture. I respect the individual person when they are good to me. Just one person alone does not mean they are like the rest… If you catch my drift.
Yeah. I used to be slightly gothic myself because of Scott, but… I guess I just kind of got out of that when he and I split ways. And trust me, lol… We're not going back together anytime soon. I wish I would find a nice guy like me to get with, but I am not one of those girls who needs a guy to keep herself happy. I really hate it when girls do that… They'll even resort to dating nasty men who are ugly and never take any care of themselves… I'm happily and proudly not one of them.
I think that is the right choice. I know that I probably sound cliché and ridiculous, but trust me… You don't want to go down the drug path. I lost a lot of friends because of it. I don't want to do anything when I get older that really involves anything with schooling, let me tell you. I'll never be a professor. Yeah. I really loved T.J. I remember Scott and I got into a fight over it after his funeral. Scott got mad and said, "You're first love died. Literally." I didn't care much about my father's side of the family… They were never really there for me anyway.
I would have to agree with your friend there. I always prefer classics. Never new things. But that is because I have had a lot of horrible luck with the new technology and **** like that. I dislike most new things nowadays. Haha, I guess I can be romantic. A lot of people have called me that after all the **** I dealt with when I was with Scott… But computers are another obsession of mine. I have to be on one at last once a day. But I can't understand not seeing any stars. I can't understand not being able to go out and be under them and be lighted by them. They are beautiful and amazing to me. I would literally go into a deep depression if I go too long without seeing them.
I know. I am almost in my twenties. The scary thing is… I will be 20 next year. I am pretty much at the birthing age… Omg. Lol. That's really frightening for me. My mom had me at 20… I was a mistake baby. She had me with a guy she regrets being my father. A really mean and rowdy guy who's brother killed someone over drugs. Beat his brains out with a ball bat. And I think you told me why you moved. I think I just got confused and asked again. And thankfully… My parents raised me pretty much the same. Easy but firm sometimes with rules.
I have never had much affection outside of the family. I have most of the time been called a freak. But I don't communicate much with anybody that I actually knew in school… Just my BFF and my online friends. Like you. And when I greet people, I'm like, 'Sup, pal.' But I never stay and chat. Ever. I'm sorry if I am making this conversation too long. If you ever want to shorten it up, just say so. I don't want to be of any kind of annoyance to you. I just really love the conversation. You're really intelligent and that is awesome. I am not employed… But I am trying to get a job at my local grocery store. Kind of scared, seeing as it will be my first time ever getting a job.
And with your friend, it'll definitely be a thing like I would with mine… A friendship so strong that you can separate for a long time and just pick up where you last started. Not many people get that kind of friendship. You and I are lucky that we have a friend like.
I have never liked authority. Most of the time when I see people in authority I see a teacher; people who THINK they are in authority because it's just a god damn job description. They actually are not our parents but they want to be, it seems. They only care about us making good grades because it puts money in their god damn pockets. That's how I feel about anyone in control. Cops only want to be in control because most of them are macho. I mean, I just have a problem with people who are no higher or lower than I feeling like they can take away something that is mine away from me like it is THEIR right to call MY right a privilege. They can just go and **** themselves IMO.
If it's romantic, then it's worth it to me. If I love someone, then I don't care how faithful they'll really be… I'll die in their name. That would make me happy. I would just want them to be happy. Just live on and do things on their own and be happy and live their lives. I am not sure how romantic I am though… I sound more pathetic.
