Kotone

hey! what's up? hey listen why are you so pissed with aurevesque? she never meant to steal anything from you, besides as far as Delta told me, you were with him back then so I don't know what's the big deal. Don't take it the wrong way, I'm trying to be as respectful as I can and I would appreciate if you do it with me too ^^
So anyways, don't be so short with aure, she didn't mean anything and I'm sure that if you let ehr talk everything will be much better. I know that I know little aobut the whole thing, but the one thing I'm sure is that you have to talk with her and try to understand at least a little. nice to meet you btw! =D

You can feel different. If you normally stay home at dusk, and once get to see the sunset from a roof, you feel different.

It's up to you to meet people, and form bonds with them. In the palm of your hand. The mirror doesn't tell you if you're beautiful, you make yourself so.

If you find the strength, you can be a different person. Start anew.



I miss your d-act. It makes people feel different.

I definitely have talked to you before. And I've tried to talk things out with you before. If you just want to tell me to go away when I try to help you, that's not being fair. I don't remember being mean to you. I'm always here to talk, and I want to talk, but you just want to be unnecessarily mean to those who want to be there to get you through it. We still love you, no matter what you say to us. I just want to talk to you....

You know, caring and pitying are two different things. As I said before, you don't actually need help to move on. People who care about you just show their interest by cheering you up.
It's always up to you, what to do, what to say.

You probably don't remember it, but I just randomly found that when I made my introduction topic, you had posted there...
You cared, even if you knew that the person above isn't probably going to get to know you.

You know it will help. Come on, I want to know what's wrong. Don't keep it bottled inside, we all love you, and we want to help.

it may be bad at first but it will turn out for the best

Well, Kayla, something makes sense now. The clear feeling of being hurt so many times and don't want to add another one on the list.
When it seems like you accidentally hurt others, too.
Then you reject everyone. And you think that this is for the greater good.

Well, if that's how you feel, you have to make the decision yourself.
I'll be around, always, when I have time. I'll be waiting.

dont say that that isnt true everything will be okay

Talk to me

Hey! Wuts wrong?

...it's not just the spritework.
Of course, I can't give you any other proof that I care about you besides the fact that I'm here and talking to you.
And what's past is past, it's not like people will want to destroy you every time, everywhere.

I mean, are you trying to shield yourself before you actually form a bond (any kind of bond) out of fear of being neglected/rejected/laid on/left out/dumped/sworn? is that it?

"sigh" goodnight and remember i wont leave you,we are friends ok just try to feel better and think about what everyone says because they are only trying to help as well

that was the tone i got from you sorry but heed my previous words, just give them some thought ok the only reason i am up this late is because i am worried about you ok but i have to go i shall check on you in a day or 2 ok "walks away waving" think fondly of me kayla goodnight

quit feeling bad about yourself.^^

No. I don't think I've actually hated anyone in this life yet.

If I was I would spend my free time with other stuff. Idon't actually have much free time.

Do I give that impression?

Could it be...?
It's past 2:30 am here, you know. I'm staying late just for two reasons: you and some spritework.
My lack of free time and timezone difference cause this 'talk to you rarely' thing.

there is no need to take a sacastic tone with me and they shall come when you go and meet them and they shall also come when the time is right for them to come

sorry...

.. why are u mad

i know your not dumb and i will come back so no worrys there and people always come and go in life an old saying "people come,people go, but when people leave there shall always be someone new there to meet in their place"

I have absolutely no reason to lie to you, to everyone in general. Give me a reason why I would lie, and aside of that, waste my time lying.


Do you really think that about me?