Eheh.... I don't know what to say. In some ways, I envy you. Instead of giving up (like myself), you keep pressing on in the hopes that what you're doing will lead you away from everything crappy. I really do envy that. I know divorce, too. My parents are still in the process of it. (My Dad's stroke 4 years ago kinda killed all finances we had. All we have atm is disability money. I've been trying to get a job, but jumping back and forth from Michigan and here plus crappy economy =/= success.) Also, I understand the controlling parent thing. My Dad (once again, until 4 years ago) was so stubborn and Hell-bent on his philosophies that I became restricted and gagged. Plus, his and my Mom's vast amount of immaturities kinda forced me to grow up in some areas that I really wished now I hadn't. I've lost my motivation for anything. But, you.... You keep striving. As Ros and WISH said, just as many others I'm sure: you're indeed a nice person. Just keep going a little longer. You'll make it through. Once you get the opportunity to get to college, don't look back, either. Sure, be there as a child should be for their parents, but live your life the way you choose. You CAN do that, ya know. You just need to believe in that and fight for it. Don't give up.
BTW, I seriously do mean this. This wasn't meant to be a pep-talk, but it kinda turned into one. I just wished that somebody had given me one long before now, so I'm giving you one. I seriously can relate.