Oryx

calling for toujours! shining and I could use you for discussion. :3

i miss you again and i have nice words to share

and i really appreciate being able to ask you things and for you not to think i'm weird

you will do well @ ND this semester and you'll do everything you need to do

and that i'm glad ihno was created, because without it, i really dunno how much we would've talked. that applies to both you and shining.

and just that you're just so great to talk to in general is a great thing

and the way you mod is really good too

your attitude towards things is so open minded which is such a great thing especially w/ CQF and your want to help out and do things is good too

you're like one of my most favourite members ever to come here.

okay i will spread positiveness here of your own kind.

okaay no thinking about back then does not help said positive words, lol.

you get to hear my happy words at least i guess!

okay right, what i need to realise is...

1. nothing will be as good as back then so stop trying to get it back 'cause it's not gunna happen anytime soon.
2. minor things shouldn't set me back, i shouldn't give up just cause.
3. whichever way the future is, i'll have to enjoy it. it's time for change, after all.
4. 2010 and 2011 are over. they were great but 2012 can be just as great for other reasons.
5. third game or r/s remakes will be announced. look forward to them or something.

wait why am I trying to motivate myself here idk.

and it is totally true that nothing is impossible and stuff.

except... i don't want the present/future!

OKAY NO, I'VE GOT TO START THINKING LIKE I WAS IN DECEMBER & 2010. Uhhh where did that go, yeah idk.

okay so positives time. forceful positivess.

SO i have like...

well time has gone by really fast since august tbh. and yet it doesn't feel like that long ago WHICH IS GOOD. but wow this month is almost over, which means 11 months left of the year, and 19 months left to wait.

butttttttt.

it'll seem much quicker when i'm @ january 2013 imo.

okay i need something to look forward to now! okay i'm starting to see positives. and this semester of uni will be fun, and then after that there will only be one to go then i can graduate, and although the past was so great and can never return i can always make good memories in the future which'll keep me going until then!

i'm still apparently looking around the o area of who's online.

ugh why nostalgia, what DID i really dream last night, other than that i was in some place where i was talking to people i used to know and i was trying to get their details but i couldn't and then i walked off and found nan and pop and then there was scary horror stuff outside and then we walked through there to the ACTUAL outside where it was kinda pretty and we went up stairs with other people and found grass on top which seemed completely natural, it was like half a world as you walked up stairs and then i was talking photos of people, idk i think they were from tv. and then there was something major being changed which was somehow related to the show sabrina.

das the motivation i need. now if only i could take that. :3

OR maybe everything is the cause of everything and i'll feel great tomorrow!

also it's so very hotttttt.