Aw, don't say that dear. It's true, college is expensive, but there are ways to make money. Working at the college bookstore, for instance. Or the lounge, or library, or labs.. I mean there's plenty of ways to make some pocket money while still attending classes. Not to mention, you've gotta do something while you're not studying! Pokemon is the perfect chill game.
Don't be so hard on yourself, okay? You know you can tell me if something's going on in your life.