starseed galaxy auticorn

hey how ru

it seems to me a lot of people who play music play it to escape their problems or express their feelings. it makes sense.

whoah that's some serious stuff. so he just is lost?

what is depersonalization disorder?

i guess everyone is having problems with the slow site.

I liked it! The music sounds good!
I just wouldn't really wanna 'watch' them. XD

sorry i havent been on. everytime im on pc, the site is horribly slow.

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I know how it feels when an internet browser decides to screw up on you like that, and of course a fandom distracting you hahahaha. And wow you'll be interested to hear I have been going through sleep issues like what you mentioned. I have never been able to stick to a schedule as of late or I found myself sleeping at awkward times every day.

Now I can see why it's affecting me, it must be an autism thing.

I used to have so many friends at school but they lived far away from me so it was extremely hard to even get into contact with them, and then a bad incident happened to me in 2013 where I was working in a factory and I had a conflict with co-workers and learned I had inability to work in a group, which was not good considering how many jobs there focused on group work so I ended up quitting and never managed to get another job since. That was when my social anxiety problems really started kicking in and they haven't improved since.

Tonsilitis is always kinda annoying given you have to get the tonsils taken out, but I'm sure that Takeru is having a speedy recovery. I know I never suffered the illness myself but I can see how much his bout with it feels to you. I'm someone who occasionally found myself going under the knife, because when I was about 12 I badly sliced my forehead on a door and I needed emergency stitches and I was thankful with how quick the procedure was handled because I could have died from the rapid blood loss otherwise.

I also had two more surgeries to remove nasty cysts on my body that are caused by a terrible skin condition that I was diagnosed with in 2009. The first surgery of those two was to remove a bad cyst in my left groin, and that caused me to miss almost a whole week of school. And then I had another bad one on the breast last August, where I had to remain in hospital for three days as I had inflammation and they didn't want me to be let go until that was cured. Now I've started on a special medication that's usually for treating eczema, but it should hopefully keep the cysts under control.

I had tried loads of different treatments prior to this medication, which included me consuming keflex pills and even uncomfortably bathing in water with bleach in it. It was pretty much a trial-and-error process.

I can see how you feel, most of my inner fangirlness is self-contained so it's not really the same magnitude that yours is. But still, it's always fun to learn what one is interested in because it makes a nice gateway to making new friends.

Also, you may have probably heard it but I'm almost like you in that we have autism, although I don't think I have suffered ADHD like you have. I know that I display a lot of Aspergers-like traits, such as social anxiety (which has really gone downhill ever since I finished high school back in 2010) and being smarter-than-average, one of those traits being an impressive reader. In fact my mother tries to use said reading skill by making me tag along with her when I go grocery shopping because she's not good at reading stuff on the packaging while I am. It does annoy me but her sight's not very good so it's explainable that she tends to rely on me a lot.

It's all been going well, just welcomed more new guys aboard because it's a nice thing to do. But anyways, I always feel like I have a little fangirl in myself although it's far behind what you have when it comes to what you're into. I'm someone who tends to be more lax when it comes to fandoms, and I'm happy with it that way.

So, is everything okay gurl? I heard you wanted to learn a bit more about me.

yeah the older you get, the more dangerous it is to get your tonsils out. that's why i havent had mine out.

are you going to get dentures soon for them?

oh my gosh. its like dangerous when you get older and get your tonsils removed. sometimes it changes your voice. how old is he?

so how are your teeth doing?

changed obsessions again? my current obsession is monster hunter.

i know some japanese but that's only from reading magna

do you know some japanese?
i never got around to making a twitter..

do you talk to him on twitter?
yeah i know i should lay down, i'll probably fall asleep. i had a super hard time sleeping last night. kept waking up!

me too. im wide awake because i didnt go to sleep till 4 am last night.