Do you find that girl you're going on a date with, cute/attractive, aka are you interested in her? Its okay to be nervous, that means you want it to work out good for yourself & for her. If you weren't nervous, then you wouldn't care/be interest/etc. Be smooth, don't rush anything or do anything to turn her off. Just be yourself, you'll do fine :3 How old are you now?
Where do you go to school? What job are you working toward?
The thing about the frustrating skype message, was partly about my goals. I am not getting anywhere in life, therefore I'm not happy with where I am. I'm going to use 2014 as the year of major change for me. I don't know how, but I'll have to take baby steps. First, I need to get out of my town, move in with my sister like I've always wanted 40 minutes away, to explore new options down there. Plus, going to college is something I would love to do, so I can get my priorities in life straight. I just don't have money, sadly. So yeah. My goal=Getting out of my slump/Trashing whatever curse I have & living my life! :D