Vrai

did you go to sleep thinking "i wonder how many notifications nica has given me"

that was somewhat metaphorical thanks to lyrics i'm so smart.

"METAPHORICAL" MAKES ME THINK OF THIS FOREST AND WOOD. it was a dream in 2010, i assume :(

it's not like i even have real problems. it's not like i should really have a right to be down when you think about my issues. i mean idk how others are fine, but in reality, aren't we all really just crying at night?

AND KAORI IS APPARENTLY OFFLINE ;__; why is everyone offline :( except those in tpc they don't need to hear my dumb *****ing lmao. i just feel so compelled to do nothing ughhhh.

except it's a bit not exactly related.

actually, fortunately. n_n

listening to lucky rn that is. except i'm kind of not a celebrity, unfortunately.

and i don't want to spam twitter with these negative thoughts rn either because then people will start asking questions and thinking negatively of me to the greatest heights achievable. whereas you'll just be you which is good.

there is a song that sums up how i feel.

perhaps all humans emotions are equal and all our lives suck and we just deal with it! idk. imma listen to dat song. but starshipsssssssss.

and i don't want my vms to get in the way of you so idk what i can do :( so tempted to just... actually, thinking about things, i really don't have anything bad at all in comparison, which is why i feel really bad for feeling down lol :x

yeah it's not just bw that's put me in a bad mood but that throws me back to like, everything else whatsoever that could put me in a bad mood i am done.

so tempted to just say "nope i'm done living" and by that i don't mean life, but i mean living. just literally do whatever i want. I dislike you gamefreak. n_n

aaand in bad mood, lmao :x so yeah, left irc, yay? idk i don't want them to hate me because i'm likely to complain about everything AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO HATE ME EITHER SO I DON'T KNOW IF I'LL BE LOOKING HERE ANYMORE.

because you're offline and all and i'd be annoying you instead of using my brain ;;

gonzo hates my pc-changing idea

it's your fault i got a pc changing idea :(

i should battle in general i wish the server was fixed for b2w2

if you were the girl of my dreams you'd have to be a girl jsyk. little fact you might've forgottennnnn. BUT OKAY IF YOU REALLY WANNA BE A GIRL!

i don't dream of soft men, they only exist during my days and nights of being aloneeeee

go make that alt

also that was not a request i was stating what tv said okay!