Yes I do. You cry all the time, emo boy.
It's because you have no friends.
Your abusive nature towards your companions drives them away from you and establish that you are not the same as them; something which you take into pride heavily, e.g. I'm a genius, and it isolates me. It gives you pleasure to toy with people's emotions because you enjoy the deep, dark, but cool, lonely part of yourself and if you are able to make them think just that, you will be satisfied. Since friends tend to make you act less sardonically, you tend to stray away from them or force them away. Furthermore, your lack of friends makes you unique, isolated, steely, even. You find strength in single units. You crave individuality. You want to be a lone wolf amongst the pack.
I-I was writing something about myself.