*rolls eyes* 'One heck of a lecture' is really all that you can say? Kay... at this moment in time, I can recognize that you're probably not going to even consider most of what I say. I think that's actually evident by the fact that you were online a majority of the time after I sent you that last VM. More than likely talking to other users and still talking about said ban. Lemme just give you a word of advice -- 'protip', if you will; talking about your ban to other people to try and earn their sympathy isn't going to do anything but eventually make things worse. Especially since your reasons for being banned have been made public on the BMGf forums.
I don't know where you interpreted I was joking, if at all, in the last VM that I sent about actually thinking about what you did. Cos from what I can see, you're engaging in the same exact behaviour that led to the initial ban on the BMGf forums. Now, honestly, I didn't join here to antagonize you, single you out, to troll you, because of you or anything that has to do with you in any way, shape, or form.
I've actually been lurking around PokéCommunity for a while and finally took the chance to join. Perhaps the fact that there are some of my friends that are here (artists) aides for that. In addition, I will also add that I'm above several of the members of BMGf who joined and then proceeded with other shenanigans on here that were completely uncalled for and was otherwise considered immature.
Moving on... If you really don't know what you did that warranted the ban (which I'm highly skeptical of and even doubt all together), then allow me to fill you in; what you were doing could have potentially hurt users on our site. I'm actually amazed that no one thought to have been reporting you the moment someone said you were making them uncomfortable. Of all the times that you say that you want to become a better person, I now see it as the 'boy who cried wolf'. Every time.... There's nothing that's even changed so far. Have you even taken the advice from others that they've been willing to expend their time and effort to be even telling you at all?
Like I said... you're definitely going to have to step away from the computer and just think about why you were banned. You need to find that fine line and actually realize when you're taking things just way too far with other people. Maybe if you did, you wouldn't have been banned from BMGf in the first place. I'm actually foreseeing a short lived membership here as well, to be perfectly honest. I mean... only seeing as you seem to already be doing the things that got you banned, but I believe I mentioned that at least one time before -- perhaps twice.
The computer's not your life. It's not going to kill you to actually get out and do other things.