Okay, that makes a little more sense. And don't worry about the other players. As long as you do your best, you can have no regrets, whether you make it or not. :)
idk much about hacks, but personally, I don't like names that are all dark like that. XD; It makes me think of emo noobs that join forums and such with names like "demonchaos" or "evilguy666" or something. I wouldn't be surprised if both were members here. Not saying they're bad, but it's just my opinion. c: