Well, especially considering my career path, I know that it will sometime ease up eventually. You're a teacher, right? Have you ever assigned your students an assignments where they would have to work together in order to complete it? I always had an issue with group assignments, to this very day. I remember the first few days of AP Psychology. I was in a study group with two other girls and I just sat there holding my mouth because I was smiling too much or something. I was really nervous and didn't know what to say, and generally it was an awkward moment because one of the girls was actually wondering when I was actually going to say something. xD;
Because I'm on the career path as a hopeful lead surgeon, and because I'm even going to university period, this is definitely something that I plan to get over soon, though I don't plan to change myself too much, though. One thing I definitely have to fix is that I really hate working with people. I know, there's a bunch of irony in that. After all, a surgeon definitely has to work with other doctors, so how would I fare in that kind of situation? Yeah...
But that's my definite weakness. Stick me in a group of people and I'm not gonna do well at all. x_x; I just really hate embarrassing myself and fear that I'm going to perform badly in a group, so I'd rather do things on my own. I'm pretty sure that by the time I graduate high school and by the time I've done a bit of uni, then I should at least have more confidence in myself and my abilities as far as working with people. Reason being is that I've met a lot of mature people amongst the haystack of immature people in my school. I've met people that would actually be there for you if you needed them, and would be good friends to talk to and people that would be there to support you in the long run.
I feel that I'm going to meet more people like that in uni, and I actually have high hopes for that. I hope that people would prove me wrong about being entirely sensitive about trust, that I can open up a bit around people and start being at least a bit social with others. xDD But yeah. It's going to become a long road(but not too hard) until I overcome my self-consciousness.
And yes, skype is incredibly awkward, especially because I dislike my own voice. xDD;
....whats with me and writing tl;drs lately?
Because I'm on the career path as a hopeful lead surgeon, and because I'm even going to university period, this is definitely something that I plan to get over soon, though I don't plan to change myself too much, though. One thing I definitely have to fix is that I really hate working with people. I know, there's a bunch of irony in that. After all, a surgeon definitely has to work with other doctors, so how would I fare in that kind of situation? Yeah...
But that's my definite weakness. Stick me in a group of people and I'm not gonna do well at all. x_x; I just really hate embarrassing myself and fear that I'm going to perform badly in a group, so I'd rather do things on my own. I'm pretty sure that by the time I graduate high school and by the time I've done a bit of uni, then I should at least have more confidence in myself and my abilities as far as working with people. Reason being is that I've met a lot of mature people amongst the haystack of immature people in my school. I've met people that would actually be there for you if you needed them, and would be good friends to talk to and people that would be there to support you in the long run.
I feel that I'm going to meet more people like that in uni, and I actually have high hopes for that. I hope that people would prove me wrong about being entirely sensitive about trust, that I can open up a bit around people and start being at least a bit social with others. xDD But yeah. It's going to become a long road(but not too hard) until I overcome my self-consciousness.
And yes, skype is incredibly awkward, especially because I dislike my own voice. xDD;
....whats with me and writing tl;drs lately?