That's what I thought too, but it's bothering me a lot. I'e been pushing this off to the side for years, so I don't know what to do anymore really. No one likes me, (not including PC, in my HS) at least not the way I want them to be, AKA actual friendship, I hate school, and most of all I want to be left alone really. I'm thinking of taking a break from PC for a month or two as well.