*Hugs* Thanks. You're such a sweetie. :)
Well, I've chosen to push my two past relationships to the back of my mind. But now they've been brought back because in a few weeks my family and I are taking a trip...You see my last two boyfriends were complete jerks. Whenever I left, even for a few days, they'd secretly break up with me (without tell me.) and then act like they never did it when I came back. So I was none the wiser until my friend, a mutual friend of both my exs and I and also my boyfriend now, told me about it. Really, I blame myself too because I stupidly kept going back to them...
Anyways, like I said before, my family and I are taking a trip in a few weeks. We're going to be gone for a week and I'm scared. I know I shouldn't be, but I'm scared my new boyfriend will do the same thing. But I know he wouldn't do anything like that to me. That it's just my past coming back to haunt me. My brain knows this but my heart just won't listen...