Sopheria

Killing is a vestigial instinct in mankind. Our sentience has moved us past it. Most of the time when people kill, it hints towards varying levels or forms of psychosis. If not, it is usually a crime of passion or in some form of self-defence. Usually though, we aren't killers. If you could talk to a spider and asked it if they thought that was okay, they would say yes because she was hungry. That is how they operate. They don't have the same level of sentience as us that allows us to question our morality about such incidents. While we wouldn't consume our mates, that is because 1.) Humans are not cannibalistic in nature. While there some noted examples, it should b known that they are oddities. 2.) We have feelings such as love and friendship. We form stronger and more emotional bonds than other animals do. We actually consider the judgement of our peers, whereas animals try just to survive. They might bow out of the way of the alpha male, but that is typically out of fear as opposed to respect which would be a more logical reason for a human to act the same way towards someone who posesses dominance over them such as their boss, or a parent. While fear of punishment factors into this, I find that it is typically to weak of an emotion in many cases unless the individual is noted for causing significant phyiscal or emotional trauma.

Well, I don't know if I would necesarrily establish that as a "petty" reason. Like I said, spiders are cannibalistic, and females often have a difficult time establishing whether or not a particular spider is of the same species as it. If they are hungry enough, they will act instinctually like all animals do and consume the easy prey in front of it. Unlike humans, they mate simply to create offspring, so morality is entirely out of the question. Spiders might not be the best example to illustrate such a point.

Black Widows actually eat their mates because all spiders are cannibalistic in nature. And while people mainly know Black Widows for doing it, it is actually ALL spiders. When they begin the courting process, the female enters an altered state of mind. After the deed is done, she returns to her normal mindset which is to eat anything smaller than her(and males are typically the smaller spiders). So, the males tend to leave and find another female as soon as they are done passing off their genes. If the female is hungry enough, she might just eat him instead of reproducing, however.

You looked like a Zombie in that photo of yours xD
Is that how you actually look?

Thank chu. Hope your day is full of zomgs

No Hangouts for me........ My phone can't handle that app......... It sucks........... X(

Lol -steals your email- jk :p but nice email. Mine are always boring.

Thanks, you too :)

Do you use Hangouts in your device? I sent you a message there..............

I actually don't........ Will you tell me Miss Wallace?

I was up and down all last night and woke up with a headache :/

That's cute........ And here I was, thinking I had a silly e-mail :P

Hoping today goes rather quickly

Whoops, just noticed I vmed myself xD

I'm trying my best to hang in there

By Gmail chat do you mean Hangouts? I do have that............

By quit, I meant I was going offline............ Dummy Nee-san

I knooww...! Blaze Kick Lucario for the win!

I have all these plans for the future but I fear they'll never happen, I make myself feel hopeless at times... :/

It's something I'll discuss with my therapist Tuesday... but I don't see it happening any time soon.

May is my goal because that's when I want to be on my way out.

I was going to look for a job this weekend but the snowstorm kinda stopped that :/

I'm getting out of my parents house one way or another though.

I was talking to them today and I said 'I need to do something but I'm unable to' and they replied 'You're 18 you can do whatever you want'

Makes me think that maybe they won't try to stop me. Too soon to tell though considering they don't know.

My family gets mad at me when I act depressed/angry and when they ask me why I feel so bad I say I can't tell them and that makes them more mad at me.

And then they tell me 'your life can't possibly be that bad'

They don't know what it's like to be trapped in a wrong body...