Tek

Yesterday was your favorite day ;)

This set of beliefs of yours, what do you call it? I really enjoy studying these things about spirituality, consciousness, and religion, and I like that you take the time to share about them.

Now I understand. It is what you meditate to. Meditation could become your idol.

Ok, cool! I'm trying to be less ignorant, but still staying strong in my faith without losing it. You keep messaging me, "ooh! Let's post on this page people", but I can't see it. It's showing under my message notifications and you have sent the message 3 time (2 mins ago, 6 mins ago, and sometime else). Do you know what that is?

Ok, I have read your post again. I think I understand it enough to not agree with it. It is very interesting, but my God doesn't like magic and stuff like that. Meditation is also bad. Because I have a relationship with God and have faith in Him, I don't need an awakening. God opened my eyes (opened my mind, etc) to Him so I could be with Him. It was 100% my decision. I'll try to look into this awakening stuff and know how to deal with it and what it is. :)

Can I dumb your explanation a little bit? Here is an analogy: there are 6 or 7 seeds at your brain stem. As they grow, they spread there roots and grow up. The tress interconnect into a mega tree. This is your awakening in 6 or 7 connected parts. Drugs, decisions, and other trials in your life can alter your mega tree of awakening. During this spiritual awakening, you choose different beliefs (as a result of free will). Those are the flowers on your tree.

To be honest, I don't understand it a whole lot, so I don't know if I agree. :)

Hi Happy Easter

In the thread about changing beliefs, what did you mean by awakening? Spiritually, I'm assuming.

I've read through many of your posts in D&D and I've got to say, I find you really interesting and insightful.

Very nice. Mad world is my horse and donkeys favorite tune. I do it bass because thats where my voice is :D Awesome choice btw

Lol yes, its goooood :D It means your post was mind blowingly epic. You got some serious brains on them thar shoulders! Do ya sing? What is your favorite song to sing??

You got da bomb!

I see, I see :)

I get the high-pitched voice when I'm talking to my boyfriend or people I know. Typically I don't notice it. My voice defaults to the normal when I'm serious or reporting on something. When I worked for Bell, I'd typically talk to strangers in a high-pitch because it seemed friendlier I suppose, although I didn't do it on purpose; the situation evoked that change. My teachers and care providers would call it the "baby voice" and discourage the behaviour, but it isn't anything I control, and it isn't for a short period of time. I literally will talk to that person all the time like that. In some cases, depending on what I'm talking about with them, it'll get even higher and "babier" and they complain lol that's why I wonder about it. They say it's abnormal.

When I speak French, my voice is always higher. Always. I can't speak in a lower octave in French. It's a bit odd in that respect.

As for kitties, I love kitties. I'll gnaw on my cats' ears and nuzzle her nose and cuddle her tummy. With my boyfriend, though, I'll even address him by saying things like, "Mya?" or by making a high-pitch sound in my throat that sounds like "eimm?" I'll also wiggle my nose at him and scratch his head and poke his nose with mine, much like a cat does.

The behaviour doesn't typically come out with anyone else. I guess I just find it affectionate. He finds it adorable, though, and generally calls me "kitty" as a result. He'll even text me "meow?" sometimes to see if I'm available lol or when his breaks start.

When I was a kid, I would always pretend to be a cat or something similar. I'd use socks as tails, and I was very "skilled" at running on all fours. Nowadays when I talk to little kids, I'll put my hands above my head and pretend to be a cat, even pawing my face like a cat does when it's washing itself.

I guess it's not a bad thing, but I sometimes wonder how his roommates view my behaviour lol and if the high-pitched voice bothers them.

You seem to well well-read in regards to psychology. Why do you think it is that I have cattish behaviours? As well, depending on who I talk to, my voice pitch changes, too. People notice it as well and I get a bit self-conscious about it lol They're probably two separate issues, though.

Still he helped soooo he recked the truck, but what kind of truck was it
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O then fak him 4 wreckin yo ride thats your baby its sacred. How dare he wreck a mans best friend his truck >:(

Thats kool of your dad I wanna meet him now and say thx

So u find a place 2 crash? Sorry just curious

yes it does its never leaving my sight again lol

Yes I found it 2day 20 minutes ago lol I cleaned my room xD