yeah, but now hes starting to make me feel more depressed, when he got slightly better I told him I loved him as a brother, and he just shoved it off, and when I stated I dont belong in this world he says he wants me to stay, I dont know what the **** he wants from me, I am so confused right now, first he says all that, then he apologizes, then he acts as if nothing happened and starting getting rude again.