No need to be, terrible things happen in life and tbh i rather want you to get your **** together first so any mistunderstandings can be prevented. No not ASAP, just take your time with it.
Losing someone you adore/love/like is tough, I know everything about it, just know that I'll be there when you need me to cheer you up if you feel like it. Even if I am in class you can just slap me through the screen to cheer you up, if that actually is possible.
Just get better, not now, not soon, but when you feel like being better. I am always here for you and you know that I will be there :3