Dedenne1

I want to say that I've never been dumped, although I really can't say if I was. The first person I dated, my now ex-girlfriend, we got mad at each other, she got mad over something stupid and it was because I didn't go to a dance that she wanted to and I really didn't want to go to, and I couldn't go to it even if I wanted because of something, and I got mad at her because she was just refusing to talk to me because of it, and we both got really mad to the point where we broke up, I was the one that said that I was breaking up, but I have a feeling she had already made the decision to break up with me. I'm just gonna say that it was a giant hit on me, I literally broke down in tears and I was depressed for a week or two. On a side note, and off topic, I'm still pretty mad over that because her and her mom made it out and even said that I was in the wrong because I didn't go to that dance, which is really unfair if you ask me because I didn't want to go and I shouldn't have to go if I don't want to and as I said, I couldn't go even if I wanted to. Although, in my previous relationship, when I broke up with my now ex-boyfriend, I still got depressed. My current boyfriend, along with a few other friends can tell you that I was depressed before it happened and a bit after it did happen, because I consulted them about it and I was just both sad and worried because I was like "This was the first person I went out with in 3 years, and I don't want to be single again, but I'm not happy being with them and I don't want to break their heart.", and I was a bit depressed when it happened, but I sorta hid it and put on a happy go lucky facade (A little bit of fun fact, I even put on the same facade on here on PC when I am depressed.). I think for me, I am gonna get sad after each breakup and I hope and know that the relationship I am in is gonna last a very, very long while, but if something did happen and me and this person do break up, I will guarantee you that I will be sad to the fullest. I think that it has to do with how I see myself, which I'm gonna be honest, I have very low self-esteem for myself, I think I look ugly, I don't like my voice, and I think of myself as a loser which is probably why I got really depressed in my 2 breakups because I thought that I would not be with someone else and that I won't be good enough for someone else, although it has been clearly been shown to me that I am good enough for someone multiple times as I had people interested in me, especially last year. I am honestly trying to help boost my self-esteem so that way I feel better about myself, feel more confident, and be more happy.

Haha yeah I really hope this year is the year. We didn't get anything bug last year that's one of the big reasons I feel like this year is the year. That and when the US gets Pokken Monsters will be a great day. So how has your Sunday been? :)

Hey yes, I didn't even realize. Thank you so much! (And hey, Dedenne's back! :D)

I belong to the others part then. :P
We should battle sometimes~

Yeah, we'll probably see a Dark/Electric type for the next generation. Gah, I hope they announce Generation 7 this year, I feel like it's about that time to do so honestly. They have a fire/water type now for crying out loud! xp

Also ,thanks for the friend request! :)

That's a lesson that I learned the hard way. That person that I mentioned that I dated for less than 2 months, I knew the person from many years back, I didn't talk to them for like 2 or 3 years, then September comes around, we talked again over Facebook IM, and then we got onto Skype, talked on there, and I asked them out after 1 hour of talking after I had said something like "If we stay in touch and get to know each other more, I'll think about asking you out.". I rushed too fast, and I blame myself because I was desperate and I should've just waited it out to see if I would've liked to be with that person. That's why I didn't make the same mistake on the guy I'm dating now. I've known him since July, kept in good amount of contact with him for months, got to know him really well, and I'm confident to go out with them knowing that I made the right decision.

Oh, there's not a typing of that yet? Dang I'm surprised! xp

LOOL It's okay. :P

Do you play competitive? :o

Yeah, because the last person I went out with, lasted less than 2 months, and it was due to that severe lack of communication which made me feel lonely and sometimes ignored, also I was being listened to, especially when it came to kids which I said multiple times that I didn't want kids and they just refused to listen, and overall it didn't make me happy. You're lucky and make good decisions on who to go out with since you never had any bad experiences :)

Haha it's fine, I'm late to reply as well because I've had a busy week. Yeah, liepard isn't the strongest dark pokemon, it's probably Darkrai, but it's my favorite looking one. Umbreon has style imo, and it can be tanky in lower tier games. :)

Castform even re-created your enter the bar. T^T

I wonder if you are planning events and activities for your club soon?

Haha, I wonder if you also stole those other tons of memes that I stole from you. :P

That's true... heck, I can't even imagine your name without the number 1. I mean, it's the 1 that makes you special. You're not just any Dedenne; you're THE Dedenne. XD

Not quite 22 yet, just the 40s haha. And jeez, only 10 degrees? Yikes. I admit that I hate the weather here when it's too hot, but I'm still grateful that the temperature doesn't get TOO low, lololol.

Good thing is, you are showing up again. -awaits for your return in Trivia-

I already joined, senpai! :P How about move of the week? It's a kind of alternative and temporary break for PoTW, nope? :P

oh I think ill join, dark and fire types are my favorite!! there are just so many dark pokemon I like, my two favorite being liepard and umbreon. :3

Thanks :). I couldn't be more happier if I tried right now X3. I wouldn't say dating is always fun and is always happy, it mostly depends on who you're dating and if they are good. The guy I'm currently dating is so sweet, caring, and fun that I just love him to death and it is never unfun when I'm with him.

Luckily there's a store opening really close by, like 3 minutes max, that is chock full of asian goods, so ALL THE RICE BALLS I WANT!!! Sadly it's opening up in like June, so the good times will have to wait :(

Git 'em! Git 'em!

I used to be a big reader, but I'm more of a video game person now.

So true. I'm reading up on these forums, and these people are crying about how Nintendo banned them from ALL online services and it's like really? Are you really complaining?

No wonder you sound insanely busy. :o I hope you aren't too pressured from family business and education. It's crazy and annoying when it feels like there isn't enough time for everything.

I should join the Dark-type Club too show support, haha. XD

Yeah, I'm sure you'll be fine! :)
What clubs are you running atm? :)

Lol don't worry about it. My reply times suck too >.<

Rice balls are life. Sadly, there aren't a lot of Asian stores near where I live, so it's a rare treat. I ate sushi tonight ^^ Stuffed though. Kinda feel sick like a watermelon being pumped with air.

It's close though!!! My body is Reggie. This better be good! I expect to cry my eyes out!

Lol I'm guessing you like reading?
Basically in the 3ds scene, these people have figured out a way to downgrade people's N3ds, 3ds, 2ds to firmware 9.2, which by itself is meaning less, but paired with certain files and programs and you get a way to pirate all the 3ds games as your sd card can handle, so you can see why that's big. If you were wondering, the downgrade method has been patched on the new firmware 10.4 (which is good for Nintendo ^^), but 10.3 down is still applicable.

I haven't heard of family business, that's new.

There are lotta inspirations to take from, like the Trivia, haha.