Oh I see....I understand too.Well dont shy out to say about your life problem.Sometimes what we really want to do--its not always we can do .Well that happend to you.I know that you too wanted to make a hack.Well its turned out to be that you really should wait until you find a good time,then hopefully you will come back stronger too.
Let me tell you about mine that back then 2013,I really planned to make a hack too.But time like you(I think you matured up earlier than me) I could not get enough good tutorial and enough resource for making so that time.And whats the worst thing happend that my beloved pc was also totally crashed too by virus.So back then I couldnt do so...and now its quite impossible.But still I really have planned and always fantasize of making one.So thats why I took computer scinece and somehow hope that I can learn something interesting to make one~
Well thats what I will say,well now do focus on your study.And that doesnt mean you should always study...what I suggets to limit the time of use of computer thats all~