.....I admit I don't trust you very much.
You acted like my caring about girly things like didn't matter :( It bothered me. I even put you on my ignore list afterwards. I'm extremely sensitive to people putting down/ditching girlyness. I grew up a very girly girl, and people picked on me for it a lot as I got older. I don't mean to be rude to you, or anyone else, and i'm sorry if it came out that way. Its just i've felt hurt and scared a lot :( I had a friend who killed himself, too, and when people told me i would become a bully for what i like, it only further made me hurt over him...cuz obviously he'd probably be still alive if people were nicer to him T___T if people showed they cared more. he was in so much pain.
I hope I explained myself well enough to you now :( I don't like not being friends with you. I just am really sensitive to certain types of people.
And girly things mean a ton to me and it really angers me that people have expected me to hate them.