I know you are not, but you are fine the way you are. I wish I was thin...but I am working on it. It is taking me awhile, but I am working on it. Yeah for me I go to the gym at least 3-4 times a week. And I spend about 2-5 hours there sometimes. If I am off from work or get off before at least 5pm...I can workout afterwards. I find a way, lol.