dear anonymous,
i guess that's it, i tried sorta but i think that only made you pull away even farther in the end, so i'm guessing i have to blame myself for this partially.. i wish it could have gone different, i wish i would be able to take back a few things that i did, even though they seemed like the right thing to do at the moment and probably weren't necessarily important either, but obviously did make a difference in the end. i would love it if it would change back to normal but since i know that's up to you, i should probably stop hoping. yeah
bye bye