kissing. raindrops
just jump, you might fly <3
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Just something I wrote about a guy a while ago.. True story.
I just want to crack a smile when I see you; not possible. When I see you with your beautiful hard eyes I get a sense of emptiness; your orbs shutting me out. It eats away at me, I'm rotting and decaying. I can never be myself around you anymore. Like before when we used to laugh, hug, and kiss each other with rainbows in our eyes. But most of all, I miss your smile. The most beautiful thing in this world - to me. Before, and still now. You used to crack the most perfect smile when you saw me. Now, you don't even glance at me; when you do, those hard cold eyes burn into my skin, leaving raw wounds across my soul. The monster inside of me ravages and comes alive, tearing, raging, and murdering. Those eyes do not leave at night; they stay and haunt my dreams. I wonder when the day will come when your eyes will become liquid happiness again. I catch myself staring down the hall as you walk away from me... Every single time. After all, I just want to crack a smile when I see you...
I just want to crack a smile when I see you; not possible. When I see you with your beautiful hard eyes I get a sense of emptiness; your orbs shutting me out. It eats away at me, I'm rotting and decaying. I can never be myself around you anymore. Like before when we used to laugh, hug, and kiss each other with rainbows in our eyes. But most of all, I miss your smile. The most beautiful thing in this world - to me. Before, and still now. You used to crack the most perfect smile when you saw me. Now, you don't even glance at me; when you do, those hard cold eyes burn into my skin, leaving raw wounds across my soul. The monster inside of me ravages and comes alive, tearing, raging, and murdering. Those eyes do not leave at night; they stay and haunt my dreams. I wonder when the day will come when your eyes will become liquid happiness again. I catch myself staring down the hall as you walk away from me... Every single time. After all, I just want to crack a smile when I see you...