Well, I've never actually had a real breakup to actually speak of. For most of my life I was living an outward sham which prevented me from dating people I really had an interest in, so most of the "relationships" that ended in my life were kinda... okay, at least emotionally. Don't get me wrong, I liked them... and I felt bad about the situation... but I was more relieved we could both move on more so than sad we were over.
Now, I've had some deep crushes in the past... and when the time came that I realized nothing was ever gonna happen between us, I became pretty bummed. I just don't take rejection well, honestly. I build up these defenses, let people in, then feel like I've been violated. I deal with it with a lot of mood-appropriate music and, well, I typically change my appearance in some way. Just like Kyoko said, new look, new phase of life. I'm pretty sure I'm one of those people who just don't take breakups well at all. When I really like someone, it's hard for me to let go. Whenever I think about my current boyfriend and I breaking up... Heck, I try not to. Just makes me upset. I really love him. ]:
Now, I've had some deep crushes in the past... and when the time came that I realized nothing was ever gonna happen between us, I became pretty bummed. I just don't take rejection well, honestly. I build up these defenses, let people in, then feel like I've been violated. I deal with it with a lot of mood-appropriate music and, well, I typically change my appearance in some way. Just like Kyoko said, new look, new phase of life. I'm pretty sure I'm one of those people who just don't take breakups well at all. When I really like someone, it's hard for me to let go. Whenever I think about my current boyfriend and I breaking up... Heck, I try not to. Just makes me upset. I really love him. ]: