I don't develop crushes easily. I've had very few in my life and they usually last for a long time. I don't pursue them, though. I'm terribly afraid of being rejected. I don't open myself to people either. This makes it very hard to reach any level of intimacy with someone. I'm very insecure and this leads me to think that people find me annoying or not interesting so I avoid contact. I'm also terrible at reading signs so I don't know if somone is interested in me or in getting to know me more, for example. Needless to say, I've never been in a relationship.