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Ok, since I don't want to constantly be making new threads on this board, I guess I'll post my poems here in this thread.
Here is the first one...It is called Open
Open a book and what do you see?
Nothing but words that mean nothing to me.
Stop trying to make connections because you're not gonna find them.
Seriously the words don't mean anything to me.
Now open my heart and you'll see
My emotions run dry and try to flee
For my dying heart can bare no more
Heartache.
I've been dumped and down
I've been battered and beaten
Please don't let me live
My heart is failing
I see it across from me
Out of my body
On a table being poked by men in white
What is keeping me alive?
I don't know but what it is better not work
I don't live for tomorrow
I live for today
For who knows what will happen over night
I could wake up in a dark fiery place
And me too cold to be warmed
Will sit there night and day
Not wanting to be moved
But wanting think upon what has happened.
Seriously I know my mistakes
And I know I can't fix them
But people don't understand I'm human and so are they
I guess they think they're better than me
Why do they think they're better than me?
I don't know.
I'm fat, a band geek, choir nerd, drama geek
Smart A**, Dumba**, Quiet, and reserved.
How do those things work together?
Not very well
To many friends to deal with
To many to loose
One lost in a pool of blood
Another in a fight
One more in the confusion
All I have left is none
I torture myself everyday doing stuff I don't want to do
Why do you ask?
Because I can, there is no other answer but that
I don't even understand myself, but torture to myself is less to someone else
I guess I find myself lonely because I like it
No one to worry about
No one to worry about me
But I think people do worry about me
Too many people worry about me
I don't know why
Its not like I care about them
They ask about me all the time
Any yet I wonder should I care?
Should I wonder where I'm going to tomorrow?
Welp there is numero uno!
I have deviantart account... llamasshouldfly.deviantart.com
There is my complete work!
I'll be back!
Here is the first one...It is called Open
Open a book and what do you see?
Nothing but words that mean nothing to me.
Stop trying to make connections because you're not gonna find them.
Seriously the words don't mean anything to me.
Now open my heart and you'll see
My emotions run dry and try to flee
For my dying heart can bare no more
Heartache.
I've been dumped and down
I've been battered and beaten
Please don't let me live
My heart is failing
I see it across from me
Out of my body
On a table being poked by men in white
What is keeping me alive?
I don't know but what it is better not work
I don't live for tomorrow
I live for today
For who knows what will happen over night
I could wake up in a dark fiery place
And me too cold to be warmed
Will sit there night and day
Not wanting to be moved
But wanting think upon what has happened.
Seriously I know my mistakes
And I know I can't fix them
But people don't understand I'm human and so are they
I guess they think they're better than me
Why do they think they're better than me?
I don't know.
I'm fat, a band geek, choir nerd, drama geek
Smart A**, Dumba**, Quiet, and reserved.
How do those things work together?
Not very well
To many friends to deal with
To many to loose
One lost in a pool of blood
Another in a fight
One more in the confusion
All I have left is none
I torture myself everyday doing stuff I don't want to do
Why do you ask?
Because I can, there is no other answer but that
I don't even understand myself, but torture to myself is less to someone else
I guess I find myself lonely because I like it
No one to worry about
No one to worry about me
But I think people do worry about me
Too many people worry about me
I don't know why
Its not like I care about them
They ask about me all the time
Any yet I wonder should I care?
Should I wonder where I'm going to tomorrow?
Welp there is numero uno!
I have deviantart account... llamasshouldfly.deviantart.com
There is my complete work!
I'll be back!