My Song Book

[Fearless Love]

Hi! I write a lot of songs, more than I have paper for! I always get good feedback from my friends, but I sometimes think they might be bias. So I've decided to show other people my songs, for I plan to (Somehow or another) get my songs out there for the world to hear. I can only write lyrics momentarily, for I have yet to learn the cords to a simple guitar, or the keys to the piano. Now enough of my rambling, here is my first, and most recent song.

My Insanity

There was nothing I ever really knew
There was nothing I cared about
Passing Strangers
Calling out my name
I don't care
They knew nothing of the pain I was going through

Everyday
Watching you all over her
Everyday
Killing me a little more
Everyday
Feeding me an ounce of suffer
And you don't care

You're killing me and you don't even see it
Can't look up to see the blood and tears i'm wasting
On you
Nothings ever seemed so wrong
To want someone so much
To the point of insanity
For you

For you
It's all for you,
For you

How can I breathe
When I'm up to my neck in pain
When a secret burden lies inside
How can you
Say you didn't notice at all
When I'm standing here
Laying it all out

I can't take it anymore
I need you out of the door
Take away my pain won't you please
I just don't care
If you live or die
It's out of my league

You're killing me and you don't even see it
Can't look up to see the blood and tears i'm wasting
On you
Nothings ever seemed so wrong
To want someone so much
To the point of insanity
For you

Why can I do what I do for you
When all you give to me in return
Is telling me how you want her
I see

Shut your eyes
Shut your mouth
I don't wanna hear it
Don't look my way
It's hard enough to walk away
But I can't watch you
Wanting her anymore


Everyday
Watching you all over her
Everyday
Killing me a little more
Everyday
Feeding me an ounce of suffer
And I don't care

You're killing me and you don't even see it
Can't look up to see the blood and tears i'm wasting
On you
Nothings ever seemed so wrong
To want someone so much
To the point of insanity
For you

For you
It's all for you,
For you
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Alright. Comment on it. I do realize that some of the I's are not capitalized where they should be, but i've always been bad at that. Anyway, I am open to all critisism good or bad. And do feel free to tell me if you didn't like it at all, just give me a reason, please! Well I think that's all so. . . I'll be waiting.

 

[Krystallyn]

Aww... i can relate to that song in every way. :'( I really loved the lyrics. They sure did hit home.

 

[Fearless Love]

Second Song

I know this one is up pretty quick after the old one, but I wrote a new song today. I'm going to try to put a song a day. So here is song number two:

You're Sick

You want me to forget
You want me to forgive
You want me to only think of you

You don't think of me
Of what you tried to do
Over and over again

It won't escape my mind anymore
I'm not a little girl anymore
I can't let you do it anymore.

I'm not a toy
I'm not a doll
Something you can move around to do whatever you want
I've seen the wrong of your ways
I've seen that your not gonna pay
And I'm gonna make sure that you never forget
Cuz I'll never forget
What you did to me

I was young and naive
Something you could easily see
Didn't give a second thought
Convinced me it wasn't wrong

But I can see now
All the things you were about
Said "We Are family,
It's normal you see."

I can tell you now
I'm tired of this
Everyone found out
Everyone knows what you're about

I'm not a toy
I'm not a doll
Something you can move around to do whatever you want
I've seen the wrong of your ways
I've seen that your not gonna pay
And I'm gonna make sure that you never forget
Cuz I'll never forget
What you did to me

I said I'll forgive you
Just as long as these games are through
You will not feel bad
I know that from the past

I will not let you in
Though you are forgiven
I never want to see you again
I want you out of my head


I'm not a toy
I'm not a doll
Something you can move around to do whatever you want
I've seen the wrong of your ways
I've seen that your not gonna pay
And I'm gonna make sure that you never forget
Cuz I'll never forget
No I'll never forget

What you did to me
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Alright there it is. My second song!

 

[Krystallyn]

Wow... That was such a touching song. I could hear unwritten cords to it in my head. Not common for me, but i ♥ it.

 

[TJgamer]

Hmm...a song a day. That's going to put a lot of pressure on your backside.
So far, your songs are great. But like most songs, I can't really tell if I like it until I actually hear it.

 

[Fearless Love]

Update!

I say I'll put one up and as soon as I say it I don't. I apologize for not posting in so long but I had Tcaps. Here is my newest song.

Cowgirl Boots


Cowgirl boots don't make the girl
But they make up a memory in her world
Of an old man sitting cross the sofa on a chair
Singing a song and his boots on there

My grandpa used to sing me a song
About being his sunshine all day long
And that if anyone ever took me away
They'd have a pretty hefty price to pay

And I miss him every day of my life
Found myself crying inside
Don't take my sunshine away
Is the song that makes me cry to this day
Cowgirl boots don't make this girl
But they keep his memory alive in my world

Cowgirl boots don't make the girl
but they sure put her mind in a whirl
Memories flying from left to right
Walls caving in on either side

He calls me over and I sit on his knee
I start laughing as I play horsy
But that was a long time ago
And I still need to reap the seeds that I sow

And I miss him every day of my life
Found myself crying inside
Don't take my sunshine away
Is a song that makes me cry to this day
Cowgirl boots don't make this girl
But they keep his memory alive in my world

Nothing's gonna change the dreadful fact
That no power in the world could bring him back
But I know I'll see him one day
All I have to do is pray and wait

I'm a country girl now thanks to him
Took me this long to find who I am
Too bad he never got to see
But in my mind I do believe
That in the beginning he always knew
Who I would be and he knew what to do

And I miss him every day of my life
Found myself crying inside
Don't take my sunshine away
Is the song that makes me cry to this day
Cowgirl boots don't make this girl
But they keep his memory alive in my world

And I miss him every day of my life
Found myself crying inside
Don't take my sunshine away
Is the song that makes me cry to this day
Cowgirl boots don't make this girl
But they keep his memory alive in my world

Cowgirl boots don't make this girl
But they remind me I'm not alone in this world
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Well what do ya think?

 

[Krystallyn]

Wow girl. That's sad. I totally love it though. :) I could feel the emotion behind the words.

 

[Angel Protection]

Alright Fearless. Let's see what we have.

My Insanity- It's got a nice concept. But I don't sense the emotion in the song. It just sounds a littl dry. It's got good lyrics, I just don't see the power in it.
My favorite line was: Can't look up to see the blood and tears i'm wasting

You're Sick- I've gotta say, you took mad to a new level on that one. It's easy to tell that you really have a deep scar with the peson descibed in the song.
My favorite line:
I was young and naive
Something you could easily see
Didn't give a second thought
Convinced me it wasn't wrong

Cowgirl Boots- That was very deep. Not much to say. It's very touching.
My favorite line: And I still need to reap the seeds that I sow

Nice job Fearless!

 

[Fearless Love]

New Song

Alright I'm back, I would like to send a big thanks to: Angel Protection, Krystallyn, and TJgamer for giving me feedback on my songs. After a long enough wait, here is my new song!

Red Ribbon

She cried when he tied that ribbon in her hair,
Knew it was the final goodbye,
She didn't beg
She didn't plead
They could both keep their pride
She knew better
Than to tie him to this fate
So when he turned around for one more word
This is what she had to say

"Keep your head and heart together
Don't let them stray far
Let your memories go black
Let your heart tell you who you are
If you remember one thing 'bout me
Remember
You saved me"

It was eight years and into high school
When she read all the signs
The flag upon her doorstep
Leavin her behind
She could grab unto his arm
Tell him he was wrong
Instead she said the one thing
That got him along

"Keep your head and heart together
Don't let them stray far
Let your memories go black
Let your heart tell you who you are
If you remember one thing 'bout me
Remember
You saved me"

It was late into October
When he was ordered home
The news had yet to reach him
Graved in the stone
An angel's cry from heaven
It lasted one night
Wrote in the gray dark grave stone
Made him feel far from alright

"Keep your head and heart together.
Don't let them stray far.
When you let your memories go black
Who you are, defines your heart.
Please rememer one thing
My dear friend. . . "

I cried when you tied that ribbon in my hair
This is our final goodbye

 

[Grexx]

Awww, how sweet and sad, although, like TJgamer, I would like to hear them first before I actually give my opinion.

 

[Fearless Love]

This Way

Well, it's officially the next day! I am now going to put up my new song. I hope you like it!

This Way

People will tell me
I don't fit in
People will tell me
My being here is a sin
People will tell me
I'm not right
People will tell me
I don't have the right
To what they do
To what they say
That my right to live is not bigger than theirs

But just for today
I wanna breathe
I don't wanna talk to anyone
I wanna close down and think
To myself
I wanna remind me
That I am not the only
And that they don't know what their saying
I wanna say
That I'm perfect this way

People will tell you
Get out of my sight
People will tell you
Come out at night
People will break you down
People will shut you out
People will break your heart
If you let them

Just for today
You wanna breathe
You don't wanna talk to anyone
You wanna close down and think
To yourself
You wanna remind you
That you are not so lonely
And that they don't know what their saying
And I wanna say
You are perfect this way

People will tear you from either side
People will claw their way into a fight
Taking you down inch by inch
Making you feel alone in this

But you're not
But you're not
I'm here
I'm in your presence now
Just give me your hand
And we will make them disappear

Just for today
We wanna breathe
We don't wanna talk to anyone
We wanna close down and think
To ourselves

Just for today
We wanna breathe
We don't wanna talk to anyone
We wanna close down and think
To ourselves
We wanna remind each other
That we should never surrender
And that what they have to say doesn't matter
And we wanna say
We are perfect this way

I am perfect this way
You are perfect this way
We are perfect this way

 

[Starr Leonhart]

Aww... i can relate to that song in every way. :'( I really loved the lyrics. They sure did hit home.

i totally agree. it's very well written Jesse!
great job!

all of these are great!!
i was the first to read Red Ribbon wasn't i? that's my fave!!

 

[Krystallyn]

Aww... I love both songs. They both caught me by surprise, though I should know better than that. You have such a unique lyric style, and I can't wait to hear these songs on the radio. ♥

 

[Fearless Love]

Yay

Aright I have my new one ready! Finally. I would have had it up sooner but school's been kinda demanding. I wanna say thank you to everyone that replied to my songs! Now I present the next song:


The Strongest Love


Your heart breaks
With every move he's making
Cause you know
No matter how hard you try
You can never
Love him the way he loves you
More than a brother
Cuz that's what you've felt all of your life
So you'll cry here
Hoping to ease all of his pain
Tasting your tears
And everything inside you fades

He says he'll love you
Even if you break his heart
He'll forgive you
Cuz it's all he's known from the start
He'll do anything to stop those tears from falling
From your face
Even if it means him losing all his faith

He would do anything for you
Take a bullet
Run in front into road
Coming straight for you
He couldn't care less
If you ever look his way
Cause he will always know
By his side you'll always stay

He says he'll love you
Even if you break his heart
He'll forgive you
Cuz it's all he's known from the start
He'll do anything to stop those tears from falling
From your face
Even if it means him losing all his faith

Burry yourself inside this rain
Consuming you with all the pain
Of what you can't give him
And you know that it's too late
To change the outcome
And yourself is who you blame

He will tell you
That love is only what you make
It will continue
After death it will never break

He says he'll love you
Even if you break his heart
He'll forgive you
Cuz it's all he's known from the start
He'll do anything to stop those tears from falling
From your face
Even if it means him losing all his faith

He says he'll love you
Even if you break his heart
He'll forgive you
Cuz it's all he's known from the start
He'll do anything to stop those tears from falling
From your face
Even if it means him losing all his faith

 

[Krystallyn]

Haha. I love that song soo.... much. :D I actually posted part of it as my facebook status.

 

[Fearless Love]

Brand New Song!!

Me and my best friend Lexy wrote a song!! I'd like to share it with you all!! Hope you like!!

Kiss Me Goodnight
By: Lexy Rosa & Jesse Marie​

Everytime you take me home
You only walk me to the door
A shake of hands, a short goodbye
Why not a kiss this time​

I said, "What's wrong love bug
Kiss me goodnight please, baby"​

He turned to me then turned away
Walked down the stairs
Turned back halfway
and said, "Maybe next time."​

I stomped and to my room I ran
For I had the perfect plan​

Chorus
You always leave me waiting alone
Just to find your way back home
Why don't you come back tonight
Try me, baby, I won't fight
Just this one little thing
Can make it alright
Why not kiss me goodnight
Just a kiss goodnight​

Everything I've tried to do
Is always about you
And I meeting in the middle
I different kind of goodbye​

Even though I've dinied it
There is no way to hide it
There is something true
I'm kinda obsessed with you​

That one little thing
I've been longing for
Just walked out the door
But this little note I leave
Baby it'll make you see​

repeat chorus​

You knock down my dream
Things are never as they seem
You turn back around
Take a guess at what I found
Things are finally looking up
You have turned my mind to mush
Everything seems okay
Even though you're walking away
Maybe this was your plan
Be mad at you, don't think I can​

repeat chorus​

You didn't leave me here alone
I followed you back home
I'll try to get you back tonight
Baby we laugh even if we fight
You made it all right
With that one kiss goodnight​

Oh Oh
Baby
Oh Oh
Baby
Oh Oh
Whoa​

 

[Fearless Love]

No Comments? Ah well, here is the next one.

Falling Apart

Daddy's always sick
Getting worse by the day
When one day we get lucky
One problem out of the way

Mommy's heart is in the right place
But her tears keep coming out
The pain and loss she's suffered
I say it's allowed

It breaks my heart to watch them everyday
Not a word spoken and I wonder one day
Will we all separate?

Chorus
I cry for them
I pray for me
To have the heart that we all need
To make it through one more day
Let God be my witness to what I have to say
"With all the love in my heart
I will make us through
Without falling apart."

Daddy loves with all his heart
He's breaking and bending and I start
To cry inside cuz I can't stop
Everything I must leave up to God

Mommy tries so hard to be strong
I get that it's hard with my sister gone
It even makes me want to cry
When I think that her pain is the same as mine

It breaks my heart to watch them everyday
Not a word spoken and I wonder one day
Will we all separate?

repeat chorus

I am not as strong as i'd like to be
I can only do so much I don't let them see
That being strong for them is breaking me
But I'd do anything if we could just be the way we used to be

My heart breaks everyday
They do not communicate
And in my heart I know
They will not separate
for me

repeat chorus x2

 

[Fearless Love]

All I Am

Hey Guys! Sorry I took so long to put up a new song, my apologies! But I got one and hope you like it.

All I Am (Beautiful Girl)

Five o'clock don't know when
Almost died but now she's doing fine
She's doing fine
Almost unbelievable blue eyes
Turned out to be a surprise
A surprise
She can close her eyes and turn back now
Who she was then and who she is now

I know who I have to be grateful for
and I see everything I didn't before
Got a long road left ahead of me
Can be anything do anything
I love all I am
Who I will be
Is me

Light like the oak wood tree
Now black as the sky at midnight
Grew up on the beach sand between her feet
Now the water is all she can see
The passion for the thrill
Fire she used to feel
Is hidden in her eyes

I know who I have to be grateful for
and I see everything I didn't before
Got a long road left ahead of me
Can be anything do anything
I love all I am
Who I will be
Is me

Show the world her hidden smile
Everything that she can be
Maybe the world would like to see
She can breathe in the world
Beautiful girl
Oh-whoa

Her eyes show
What she hides
No one cared
Enough to look inside
Maybe now is the time

I know who I have to be grateful for
and I see everything I didn't before
Got a long road left ahead of me
Can be anything do anything
I love all I am
Who I will be

I love all I am
All I am
All I am
I love all I am
All I am
All I am
Is me

To hear an acapella version of this song:
All I Am (Beautiful Girl) Jesse Marie Original

 

[TJgamer]

You should someday go on stage and practice your singing skills. Who knows what it could lead to.

 

[Krystallyn]

Your song "Kiss Me Goodnight" Was INCREDIBLY sweet. :D I can somewhat relate, yet not entirely. :D It was PRETTY kewl. ♥

Even though I've dinied it
There is no way to hide it
There is something true
I'm kinda obsessed with you

That excerpt is actually my favorite out of the song. It completely reminds me of the way I feel about a few guys. *stares off dreamily*


"Falling Apart" was also really deep.

I am not as strong as i'd like to be
I can only do so much I don't let them see
That being strong for them is breaking me
But I'd do anything if we could just be the way we used to be

That part reminds me 100% of the way I've felt in the past.... I could totally relate, sadly... :(


"All I Am (Beautiful Girl)" is the song I felt was written just for me. :) I just adore it!!!

Show the world her hidden smile
Everything that she can be
Maybe the world would like to see
She can breathe in the world
Beautiful girl
Oh-whoa

Her eyes show
What she hides
No one cared
Enough to look inside
Maybe now is the time

I know who I have to be grateful for
and I see everything I didn't before
Got a long road left ahead of me
Can be anything do anything
I love all I am
Who I will be

That would have to be my FAVORITE section of the song. It really touches me and I love it. I can totally relate. ♥