I am pulling out of the Olympics. Niether one of my partners have shown up after I have given them a week to do so. I cannot continue like this. Since neither Aphrode or Bluesey have shown up, I've tried to make up for the disadvantage but all its done is send me into a stressed state to the point where I have actually gotten sick and can hardly do anything, most notably my homework. My mind has frozen up when I've tried to continue my posts here in the RPO.
I'm only feeling better because the weekend is here and I can relax but last week I recieved an average of about 8-9 bad headaches (not exactly migraines though), I've been feeling very nauseous to the point where practically everyday last week I was ready for if I needed to run to the restroom, I'm abnormally tired but I end up pacing the hallway for about half the night because the Olympics are on my mind, I've been quite grumpy to the point of shuting myself off to my offline friends, I've lost my appetite (big indicator I'm ill) and I can hardly do anything. I know that if I continue with this, it may get worse.
With that, I bid the continuing forums well and perhaps another RPO season, I may return if I am chosen to represent SPPf once more, school being the major factor.