Forever is a word that gives me pause. I think my life would be somewhat unfulfilled if I stayed forever where I am now. The place where I live has not been a stressful place at least, so I guess I am lucky in the sense that it is not a place where I feel threatened, unlike some of my friends on the forum who are suffering in environments that are intolerant towards them. The place I live has been very safe at least, and people are generally polite, but at the same time there's not much I can connect with here. Its not an interesting place. This town has looked the same for 20 years, and I wish I could find more exciting people or things to do. You need to have change in your life at some point, and a little adventure. I know that I won't find that here. I'm not in Los Angeles or New York anymore, that is for sure.
I stay here because my mother is here, and she needs somebody, but I don't think I would be happy here for the rest of my life. I don't have to leave here tonight or anything, its not that bad, its just meh, and eventually I want to travel and see more of the world.
My boyfriend lives in Canada, maybe I'll see how I like it up there?