Sopheria

I've only watched Haruhi Suzumiya, and a little bit of Attack on Titan. And the anime that accompanied the card game I play but it's kinda hard to count as a real anime. It was a thing I tried to get into but I'm not a fan of the oversexualization of females in a lot of animes, honestly it makes me uncomfortable and a little jealous :|

Besides Pokemon... I like this trading card game called Vanguard, it's basically the best YuGiOh ripoff ever. And like I said earlier I love Vocaloids, and some other video games too besides Pokemon, and a little anime here and there.

What else do you like to do besides Pokemon? :)

It all worked out in the end :P

There was a way to transfer Suicune and Celebi before you beat the main story, because I used Zoroark in my first playthrough on release day. I forget how exactly, though. Not that it really matters at this point xD

Shaymin was my last event before I got out of Pokemon for a while. Then I got the Celebi and Suicine right before B/W came out so I could get Zoroark in the main story of B/W :p

I want to see Sky Shaymin. It's always been a favorite of mine and I have a fully EV'd one with almost perfect IV's in the stats that matter. It's the only Pokemon I actually did that with, funnily enough I got the IV's on my first reset when I got it at Toys R Us back in like 2009.

Yeah I might play more with Pokemon Bank (that still isn't out? o_O haven't kept track personally) so I can transfer my whole team I've had since 4th gen and see them in 3d :o

Truthfully not really, but I'm gonna start a new game in the future to get my character back to female :P

I'll add you when I get the chance :) Also ignore the fact my character is male, after my breakup I went into this weird stage of denial before I realized I can't deny my true self just because some loser on the internet doesn't know what love is... :/

Thanks a lot for everything, btw

I'm feeling a little better. It's gonna be a tough journey, but nothing's ever easy.

Thank you :) I hope as well.

Told my mom I'm looking for a job this weekend. Change begins now.

This is a lot like... idk... building. I'm trying to make a metaphor that doesn't make me look like a total loser xD I just have to lay down a foundation first. Gonna be hard. But I gotta do it.

And I'm hoping my therapist has some good info for me Friday, so there's that too.

Yeah, I have thought of it, and I agree that I need to get somewhere away from my parents. I have some money saved up but it's hardly enough to self sustain, so a job would be needed. I should probably start looking around to see what's available.

I like the sound of that, I really do.

How do I un-stack them though? That's the million dollar question.

I'm in the city. Expensive living but I work there so :P Are you in NY also?

That's really hard for me. It's really hard to feel like that when I feel like the odds are stacked against me.

I had a dream last night, it was just my mom yelling stuff at me like "You'll never become female!" Obviously she doesn't know anything about how I feel but that really hurt me... it really hurt any confidence I had. It's just a dream, but it baffles me why I would even have a dream like that...

I'm hoping the confidence will come when I start to get more progress irl, because I've been stuck for a long time now but now with this therapist I'm seeing a little glimpse of hope.

I promised myself I wouldn't hold myself back, because that'd just make the situation worse. This is something I 100% want and need so I'm determined, even if it's tough sometimes.

Thanks, ya really think so? I'm not so convinced but I'm a pessimist. Something I have to fix...

I kinda found that out, since my therapist is from my college (which is also christian, thanks parents! >.>) She seems really supportive of me when I thought she'd try to 'cure' me via a pastor or something >.>