I have an exaggerated fear of fireworks. I have been burned by them before and I'm terrified by the sounds. I have had a panic attack because of fireworks. Unfortunately, they're fairly common at college football games. I'm in marching band, so I end up at a lot of them. We don't use them at home games, but when we travel to away games, those teams or bands sometimes use them and it's absolutely terrible. I don't care who I'm around. I could hate their guts or not know them, but as soon as fireworks go off, I'm going to duck behind them or grab them as a human shield. At our first away game this season, the other band used fireworks during their pre-game show and I actually ducked down and hid by my now boyfriend's side...we didn't know each other THAT well at the time though, so he was probably like "what the helllllll." What was overwhelming when that happened though is that he just let me stay there, and I lost count of how many hands were on my back. It meant a lot to me that my saxophone family was there for me. Before they started, my section leader who was on the other side of my boyfriend was actually going to switch spots with him so that she could be next to me when they started, since she knew I was afraid of them. She didn't switch seats in time, but oh well.
I know it's something I can't help, but it is really embarrassing for me. I feel like people think I'm overreacting or that I'm weird, because fireworks are supposed to be a spectacle and something people like to see. But it's just awful for me, and only a select few people seem to understand and respect that.