Well, I'm leaving. Maybe I'll be on tommorow, but it's unlikely...
I'm grounded, for one.
And secondly, I'm sick of PC's BS.
I will remember you all, but I just can't stay... or go on like this. I may not come back, maybe I will, maybe I will have finally got the guts to kill myself...
Well, Gabe, (sorry for using your first name) it was nice knowing you. Seriously, I will miss you.
I love you.
Bye all.~<3
Well, since we had a small banter through VM's, I feel you at least deserve a little leaving speech.
(You did request it...)
Everybody needs a break from the forum life, Abby. It can be stressful when it's supposed to be all about having fun. When one is around so many people that share similar interests and therefore have similar lives, feuds are bound to happen and foes are bound to be made. However, you should never let this make you distraught. After all, you
are here for fun and that should be your main priority. Why have so much drama? Just ignore it and move on...
Please don't talk of suicide. It's really just unnecessary.
I know you must be feeling pretty bad right now, but such an extreme really shouldn't be thought of. If you are having these emotions and you don't know how to sort them out, perhaps you should seek someone to talk to. It doesn't necessarily have to be a professional, you could talk to a close friend or relative; chances are someone can relate to your feelings and help you work them out. Remember, there is always a reason to keep living, Abby.
I hope you will decide to come back, but I suppose PC just isn't for everyone. Whatever you decide to do, here's hoping you will be happy.
Take care.
Oh, -censored-. Now that I post here everyone will think I'm copying Rai! ><
I don't think I'm leaving forever, I'll probably come back.
But yeah, I've definitely been thinking about leaving. I just know that I'll never be loved, never. And I'm gonna try to take myself out, I'm too much of a burden on the world to live. I have tried again and again and again, but I have always been to cowardly to bring the blade down to the vein in my wrist and bleed to death. Always.
I'll never be loved! My mental conditions confirm this- who could love an autistic person? And I'm not talking about the love that my family and friends have for me... I'm talking about a different kind of love. Resorting to loving Itachi because I knew that no one would ever love me, every turn has become more and more disappointing. No, I haven't been 'trying' to find someone, what has been confirming my fears is examining and going through my memories and my life itself. Who on earth could love someone like me?
Not only will I not be loved that way, but my friends have one by one been turning against me. They all have found that I am too disturbed and insane to deal with, and they tell me this as if I were a child that couldn't understand.
So I have decided that I'll leave here for a while... I'm tired of screwing everything up.
Remember me as the insane Itachi freak, the attention whore of PC, and a downright **** and then maybe you won't miss me so much.
Sayoonara. May PC be a much brighter place without me while I'm gone.
Oh come now what did I just say? There is no reason for such speech!
Everyone has a reason to live, everyone has a purpose on this earth and therefore a life should not be cut short. Killing yourself would deprive the people who will need you in the future the specific help you could offer them. After all, we all touch each other in some way. Everyone.
Mushy little advice aside, I do hope you will reconsider leaving the community. Perhaps you just haven't been posting with and talking to the right people. I know for a fact that there are some really good people here at the community. I have friends here that have helped me through some tough times and I, for one, would never trade them for anything in the world. Chances are at least one of your friends or a relative feels the same about you.
(Hopefully all relatives, but that is neither here-nor-there...)
It doesn't matter if you have any kind of disorder, Myra Uchiha. Love is for everyone. It's just harder to find for some people than for others. Heck, I know people that didn't meet their significant other until they were in their 80's. True story, my next door neighbor had never known love until she turned 82. Incredible, huh?
Hope you sort everything out, my dear.
Just take a recess from the stresses of forum life and come back to us refreshed. You will be amazed at the wonders it can do for you.
