...where do I begin?
I feel I'm in love with Itachi Uchiha (yes, the character himself)... and I'm sure I'd do positively ANYTHING for him if he existed. If he told me to kill you, I'd make myself do it because he would want me to. If it would please him, I'd do it. It's getting in the way of my everyday life, he's all I think about. I dream about almost nothing but him (seriously!), everything I say relates to him... I'm sure I'd kill my best friend to follow in his footsteps.
I think it's tearing me and my best friend apart. See, we write these fanfictions together, and she has control of Itachi... and she knows I want control, and I've started to press my point and use force to show I mean it. She once gave in and said "fine, you can have him...", but I declined. Part of me screams at me every day: "WHY DIDN'T YOU SEIZE THE OPPORTUNITY WHILE YOU HAD THE CHANCE?!" She doesn't allow me to even get near him, and it's building up inside of me. Eventually I blocked her e-mail address so I wouldn't do any more harm to her. (btw, she's here on PC- Rainfall)
What should I do? I really want to show her that I have rights too- and that she can't keep me from him... but I don't want to lose her.
Ah. That
is a problem. Thing is, I have done that with a character I made for a story. And I keep wanting him to be real D:
But best thing to do is to say to yourself
'I love him. But he isn't real, he is more of a backup for when my life gets down, and there are real people in this world, that I can really fall in love with, and can really love me back,' and keep thinking that whenever you think of him
DAMN I LOST THE GAME! -Sorry, but I did-
Anyway, think about other people, don't bring him up, give Naruto a break for a little while, just until you calm down from it if it helps.
I know this is an odd way of helping, but every time you talk about him, in a love way -Not like... Itachi and Saskue are fighting, and I think Itachi is winning- sort of thing, but like -Itachi is so cute- sort of thing, get someone to hit you, then you will stop thinking about it because you wont want the pain. I know it's the same way they house train dogs, but it works, I did it aswell to stop me from shouting at people, every time I shouted in an angry way, for no or little reason, I slapped myself. I don't shout anymore so it works xD But only for like... a month, otherwise you will start hating Itachi...
Just give some techniques a try. He can still be your favorite character, just without the obsessive thing.
Well... it might not work, but that's all I can think of.
Oh yeah, can nobody say
'Yeah, but you are telling them to receive physical violence, that wont make anything better!' I'm not saying they have to, I'm just saying it might work. Okay? Thanks ~