what is your sexuality?
Gay. That's literally it. Gay and, to satisfy everyone else, homoromantic.
Why do you feel you identify with it more than others?
Because I literally find nothing sexually or romantically attractive about women. Love y'all, y'all are pretty and such, but as far as sexual drive and romantic needs, they're strictly towards men (specifically my boyfriend).
How long have you know you are that sexuality (or sexualities)?
Since I was eleven, probably, and I'll be 23, soon. So, about 12 years.
Do you ever run into problems being what you are at times?
Now that I've moved out of Louisiana? Hell no. The only problems I faced at first were my mother figuring out what she should do to help (which in the end, she realized I didn't need her protection, I needed her to listen, like any other mother should), and my grandmother STILL not accepting it fully. At first I was "confused", but now she's finally warming up to the idea of me dating a nice young man who doesn't "dress gay" (#imstillsaltywithher).
The kids in high school didn't bother me, because I knew then what happens now, I talk to literally no one from high school. They mean nothing to me in the long run, especially since I moved 1,600 miles away.
I'd like to end with a little something for the people still confused, trying to accept themselves, worry about the future, or what have you:
My family wasn't full on board when I first came out. They were supportive, but not totally accepting. Now, each time I visit home they constantly ask about my boyfriend or whoever I was dating at the time, as if he's cute/nice/good to me, we have silly little drinks and have a great time.
People can change, even if it takes some time.
I grew up in a town where homosexuality was Satan incarnate. The "F" word was thrown around like candy from a pinata, and God forbid you actually came out. I was called the "F" word and bullied relentlessly even before coming out. This caused me to hate myself even more. I wanted to just not exist, and I wanted to be over. Then, in high school, I met amazing friends, who didn't give a damn about my sexuality, and supported both my coming out, and choosing to stay in the closet.
Don't try to suppress your inner self. Think about it all calmly, and try to forget the world around you. However, only ever come out when you feel safe and comfortable.
Finally, regardless of your sexuality, gender, romance preference, you are an important part of one person's life. That person will be there for you until the very end, and will always (even when you don't know it) thing you're fantastic. That person is yourself, and you need to give yourself a better chance than what you may have been. I think you're awesome, and PC thinks you're awesome, too.
Keep it up, and if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything, gay/straight/bi/pan/what have you, I'm more than willing to listen.