Desaparecidos
[Bright Eyes]
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- Age 39
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- Seen Oct 15, 2004
this, and most likely every piece of my poetry i'll post is written about my ex.
the end of summer is another expression of waiting and painting
on a canvas made of memories and laughter
your friends are the paintbrush that rewrites and draws out the before and after
but soon, very soon, winter will come
it will be cold, so prepare for the numb
swing sets late at night
are tainted by the sky light
stars balance the moon's trapeze act
but it doesn't matter, cause it's staged in black
i'm the heartbeat of a million heartbreaks
the love you had, the love you love to hate
that one is short so i'll give you another to read ;D
warning this one is long and redundent =/
[little girl, but not so little anymore]
how has it been little girl
it seems like years have passed on that ferris wheel
you're all grown up
and i'm all worn out
it seems that way
anyways
theres no way of catching up
if there was no words after goodbye
and you never turned around
and you avoided my eyes
nothing quite hurt like you not even looking
or catching the stars falling out of my eyes
you said to never worry
you said to hold on tight
this rollercoaster was too tall for me to ride
but i stood on my tippy toes
thinking i knew what i was getting into
not knowing green was black and i'd turn black and blue
but i gave you all i knew
and all i had was never good enough
millions of people everyday feel the pain i felt that day
and who am i to say i have it the worst
just another star crossed lover with a sword in my heart
travelling in outer space
without gravity
without sencerity
constellations still draw out your face
and the stars light up
but not for me
they were never for me
you've changed little girl
or is it me who's still stuck in the past
holding on to a strand of cloth
that you dropped in your hurriness to get away
get away
from me
i wish i could fall into the ocean
and be swallowed by the waves
salty
salty just like you
bitter words stuck on hunting knives
you threw in my direction
and with a cunning eye
you hit every mark
when it was just hit or miss
you never missed anything
especially me
when it was pictures and dreams
held on by crystal streams
your silhouette still hangs in my doorway
and it's never looked more beautiful
and i've never been so pitiful
there is no cure
just empty bottles i trip over in the morning
and the smell of dead sun
alone with the gun
and my finger on the trigger
but i was never strong enough to pull
because all you did was push
and i fell
so deep so black and deep
even when i closed my eyes i could see you up there
turned your back with wind touched hair
oh and the sky
it went cloudy on that night
every emotion arose like a wherewolf in me
midnight
and i wanted to climb in your window
and slide into your sheets
and wake up to your face nuzzled in mine
or never wake up at all
you're so far away little girl
and so full in my memories
but you don't even remember me
and i don't dare stare into this glass
a reflection of the past
our initials on the tree
marking what seemed like our love
for eternity
but not exactly how we planned
naive
i was so naive
but who isn't, when in love
and maybe i let you down
maybe a few times
but i always caught your tears
i guess i'm good at fixing what i have broken
until it's been all used up
and needs to be thrown away
but some good things don't need to be thrown away
they can be put on a shelf
and looked at it in awe
like the same way i looked at you
when you looked back
oh little girl
atleast i can say
i had you in your innocence
when you were scared
and so was i
atleast you gave me a chance
even though you were scared
and so was i
and it will affect me more than you'll ever know
more than anyone will ever know
more than i will ever know
if anyone want's to comment, good or bad, feel free :D
the end of summer is another expression of waiting and painting
on a canvas made of memories and laughter
your friends are the paintbrush that rewrites and draws out the before and after
but soon, very soon, winter will come
it will be cold, so prepare for the numb
swing sets late at night
are tainted by the sky light
stars balance the moon's trapeze act
but it doesn't matter, cause it's staged in black
i'm the heartbeat of a million heartbreaks
the love you had, the love you love to hate
that one is short so i'll give you another to read ;D
warning this one is long and redundent =/
[little girl, but not so little anymore]
how has it been little girl
it seems like years have passed on that ferris wheel
you're all grown up
and i'm all worn out
it seems that way
anyways
theres no way of catching up
if there was no words after goodbye
and you never turned around
and you avoided my eyes
nothing quite hurt like you not even looking
or catching the stars falling out of my eyes
you said to never worry
you said to hold on tight
this rollercoaster was too tall for me to ride
but i stood on my tippy toes
thinking i knew what i was getting into
not knowing green was black and i'd turn black and blue
but i gave you all i knew
and all i had was never good enough
millions of people everyday feel the pain i felt that day
and who am i to say i have it the worst
just another star crossed lover with a sword in my heart
travelling in outer space
without gravity
without sencerity
constellations still draw out your face
and the stars light up
but not for me
they were never for me
you've changed little girl
or is it me who's still stuck in the past
holding on to a strand of cloth
that you dropped in your hurriness to get away
get away
from me
i wish i could fall into the ocean
and be swallowed by the waves
salty
salty just like you
bitter words stuck on hunting knives
you threw in my direction
and with a cunning eye
you hit every mark
when it was just hit or miss
you never missed anything
especially me
when it was pictures and dreams
held on by crystal streams
your silhouette still hangs in my doorway
and it's never looked more beautiful
and i've never been so pitiful
there is no cure
just empty bottles i trip over in the morning
and the smell of dead sun
alone with the gun
and my finger on the trigger
but i was never strong enough to pull
because all you did was push
and i fell
so deep so black and deep
even when i closed my eyes i could see you up there
turned your back with wind touched hair
oh and the sky
it went cloudy on that night
every emotion arose like a wherewolf in me
midnight
and i wanted to climb in your window
and slide into your sheets
and wake up to your face nuzzled in mine
or never wake up at all
you're so far away little girl
and so full in my memories
but you don't even remember me
and i don't dare stare into this glass
a reflection of the past
our initials on the tree
marking what seemed like our love
for eternity
but not exactly how we planned
naive
i was so naive
but who isn't, when in love
and maybe i let you down
maybe a few times
but i always caught your tears
i guess i'm good at fixing what i have broken
until it's been all used up
and needs to be thrown away
but some good things don't need to be thrown away
they can be put on a shelf
and looked at it in awe
like the same way i looked at you
when you looked back
oh little girl
atleast i can say
i had you in your innocence
when you were scared
and so was i
atleast you gave me a chance
even though you were scared
and so was i
and it will affect me more than you'll ever know
more than anyone will ever know
more than i will ever know
if anyone want's to comment, good or bad, feel free :D