Archaeopteryxes

Busting out my aura, spreading my wings;
Like If I am the Guardian Angel of the sky;
With overheat burning through this life feed.

I don't know what to do, I don't know what I am,
I just pretend to be the man in this world,
Fake emotionlessly lying through my life,
For like--forever, never told you part of truth.

Never believed in you, not even a smile was taken;
Im just world-weary, and sick of everything,
Sick of you, sick of the fact that my heart staring to worn out;
I'll bust out in blood, Through the bleeding.

This is the really way as I feel I wouldn't be the one;
To be blame for my mistakes for the love I have given,
For the lies I have been suffered as my heart fades to black,
Pleading into ashes as it falls apart inside of me,
Like they can control my mind, my dreams; everything inside of me.

It's making me pity, concern and emotionless inside,
Losing my humanity due to this, insecure I held back;
My busting out tears, I can't cry even If I would.

If I fall on my knees, would you believe what I said?
If I lose my breath; would you be there to breathe me in?
If I told you there wouldn't be an tomorrow,
As I walk away by this sorrow and depression,
I felt no more myself as in life, not even my breath;
Felt the same, not even my daily corrupiton and negativity,
I felt like a bird in the sky, but a harmless reptile in darkness,
Like a truly mistaken transformation; Archaeopteryxes.