Escape

Escape



I'm trapped inside my own mind
With nothing to look forward to but a slowly painful death
You say I'm out of time
And you try to warn but I'm not listening
I won't listen anymore to all that you've spun
How do I know this is no different from any other one

I can't escape and I don't want your help
I'll rot before you'll take my chains away
I can't escape with this screaming in my head
And I'll make sure that you suffer until I'm dead

These chains of suffering hold me back
They choke me every waking minute with your voice
I can hear your heart pounding in my head
It's like a nightmare that I can't awaken from
You watch in terror as I'm suffocated by you're love
And though the pain kills me slowly I don't want your hand to help

I can't escape the screaming horror
My ears bleed from your angelic voice
Such a sound can tear your limbs off
And Suffocate you piece by piece til death
I can't escape the hell I'm bound to
This bleeding room inside my shattered mind
I know not what lie beyond these bloody walls
But I don't really care what happens now

I'm not screaming, not the way you scream
I'm not crying, not the way you cry
I'm not dying, not the way you're dying
And I won't break the way you broke.
I won't scream, I won't cry, I won't die, I won't bleed, I won't fly
AND I WON'T BREAK!!!!!!

I'm swallowed up inside of your screaming
Can't speak because of your pathetic face
Dying inside as I am bleeding
I won't stop for the field of dying love

I don't want to escape
I don't want you to live
I just need you die so that I can not escape.​