"Change is what we get."

I don't know if anyone here is familiar with Scot Pilgrim, but whatever.

I've always never really liked myself... who knows if I ever will. I wish I could change, I'm trying, but I always feel like when I do change, the changes are reversed or something, and I'm worse than when I did. I have changed since I went through angst, I suppose... but why do I always feel as if I've never changed at all and I'm still the dumb person I was before?

It's so frustrating to feel this way.

Not like anyone cares, I guess. Ah well, sorry I just needed to vent. Feel free to ignore me.