Palamon
Silence is Purple
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- 15
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- Age 27
- he/him
- Snezhnaya, Teyvat.
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You could say there's a lot of things I have trouble putting into words. My health, my mood swings, and even the fact I identify as a trans masculine.
I really don't know to put any of these kind of things into words. I've gotten as far as saying: "I like to dress masculine, I prefer to be seen as masculine" when it comes to being in the closet about being trans. I'm always too scared of being demeaned irl about it.
& I know I should be more open in real life about how my health has been.... but I'm very closed door. I have been for years. I don't know why, but since I was sixteen, I've lived by this: "no one is going to care that you're not feeling well, and no one will care when you're an adult." So, I endure all the pain & ailments I go through, no matter how painful.
I'm going to be 21 in 16 days. I feel like there's some thing I really need to change. But, I really don't know. I always feel as though it's better to fight in life. That's just me, though.
You could say there's a lot of things I have trouble putting into words. My health, my mood swings, and even the fact I identify as a trans masculine.
I really don't know to put any of these kind of things into words. I've gotten as far as saying: "I like to dress masculine, I prefer to be seen as masculine" when it comes to being in the closet about being trans. I'm always too scared of being demeaned irl about it.
& I know I should be more open in real life about how my health has been.... but I'm very closed door. I have been for years. I don't know why, but since I was sixteen, I've lived by this: "no one is going to care that you're not feeling well, and no one will care when you're an adult." So, I endure all the pain & ailments I go through, no matter how painful.
I'm going to be 21 in 16 days. I feel like there's some thing I really need to change. But, I really don't know. I always feel as though it's better to fight in life. That's just me, though.