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Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavin. :)

Long time no talk. :D

I change my theme too much really. I really need to learn to keep one for a while XD;

Haha I can imagine. XD; Yeah, it's much better typing long things with your keyboard, it's quicker and you don't have to linger on letters.

Yeah...seems like you reached a rather bad patch in your life, but it does take a lot of will and confidence to get yourself back up on your feet, and I don't doubt at all that you've had either one of these to help be your guide.

This is true. As much as I can talk about other people and the sort of things they go through, I can never fully understand the actual situation unless I am to go through it as well. Granted, this sort of thing should not be wished upon anybody else and it would be very odd to wish the such upon yourself, so I think it would be better if this is one aspect of my knowledge I remain 90% ignorant about.

I do believe...that there is merit behind all sorts of hardship you could experience in your life. You become much more resilient and able to understand and tackle the problems ahead when you've already tackled the problems of the past. Armed with that knowledge and the wisdom experiences have given you. I am quite confident that you'll be able to get through any current difficulties you face in your life at the moment.

...and one of them is definitely your sprained ankle. XD;

Why thank you, but Malyka made these since she wanted to collab. XD; I've just been too lazy to open PS lately XD

Ok, your theme, I am in love with it. It's amazing.

We think it's your blog description, so if you could remove something that's like 10 or so characters (or copy/paste it somewhere and remove the whole thing until the change is made).

Oh, okay. :) I was kind of thinking that, too. I forgot to mention you don't have to tell me though. XD; My mind was somewhere else~

Oh okay. XD Sorry, I completely forgot all about it, ugh busy life. D:

That's weird. XD And it's really hard to type in this box thingie, since I just woke up and all. XD;;

..wow, you're good. XD; won't be long until you do - or so I've learned.

I'll make a start on it tomorrow.

I didn't change it because it won't let me. Something in your profile is breaking some character limit and won't let me change it. So I'm talking to the other Staff about it and see if they got any ideas.

Tumblr. it's an amazing place.

Hey Gav. :D May I ask how you made the YouTube video bar show up in your signature like that? That seems easier than sound files. You could PM it to me if you want, whenever you're not busy.

Eh, I don't know if you still wanted me to do your banner or whatever. XD

And why do you have 2 drama queen emblems? XD;

ohmygod.. I just realized who you were. XD ...I must've lost track due to the name change. That and your username is blue. D:

but yeaaah, I remember that Oz layout. XD It looked cool in the convo window, this one is definitely better though, it looks really nice. ~

..XD; you're the first to catch me stalking. I'm normally a silent stalker.

Ah accents do tend to mangle words at times, but apparently I know a few people who are fond of that sort of thing. Can't blame them, it does sound kinda neat. XD Ah, poor you typing all that while you were on your phone, maybe you ought to reply when you're near a decent keypad/keyboard.

I hope you don't ever have that sort of experience again, Gavin. There was no soul out there who could help you through that tough time and I can imagine you felt the world get much colder. But I suppose at the same time, you learned from that alone that we all depend on each other for comfort and solution. That much cannot be anything but true.

...eh, I do detest very hollow and pessimistic mindsets, whatever absurdity that led them to that conclusion must have been deduced from an embitterment towards the way they've been treated during their lives. Every human being has their own weakness, if that has been brushed upon by something that they feel could be lethal to their sanity, they may feel the need to cling onto something absolutely irrational and cloud their eyes with the delusion that such is true and must be welcomed by many more people. At first you would think that they'd be able to differentiate between the true and the untrue, but when desperate for their own salvation, that sense of differentiation slowly evaporates like water to drifting mist.

But I do know you have the intelligence and wit to not be phased by such things, and should you ever be burdened with such a decision at some point during your life, I pray now and will most likely pray again that you will have the love and support you need to carry you away from that burden.

I stalk you. You stalk me. The world keeps spinnin'

Aww, thank you~.

Although, like I keep saying to people, David gets most of the credit for the signature. xD

& your profile is far prettier than mine.. I love it. ; ;

Oh? Guess there are some words out there that not everybody can say properly. I usually lay the pronunciation down as 'peng-win' XD

I do believe you're right. My belief is that...in this world so riddled in human companionship, there is no such thing as complete and utter independence. The things we can so claim to handle ourselves often involve the input of at least one other person out there. Should one ever find themselves without any social or family connections they could fall back upon, that person will eventually be consumed by their loneliness, and that may form into pure nihilism; which is a term used to argue that life in itself has no meaning, no precedence for its value. We both find ourselves encountering situations that likely arise from human folly, but it is amazing how such hassles and tragedies could be avoided if all human life was nurtured with the love and tenderness of fellow man.

I'm glad you do have plans, it seems as though you've got particular creative career opportunities in mind and I think it's great that you're aiming to strive in something that you've planned many years ago. As for me, I decided that I was an art major as of 10 or so years ago, and despite being uncertain of that resolution at times, I did not turn my back on what I had decided at all.