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My name is Memory Angel Rayneshades ^^ but you can call me Memory, my whole life I've been trying to figure out who I truely am, When I was younger I was picked on because I was "different" I would get off school and start walking home people would follow me and beat me up v_v I never had any friends and those I did make betrayed me..at home my family didnt help me much..they loved me and sheltered me..which is why I didn't go out with anyone till I was 15, my father didnt help me..he hurt me v_v he would beat me.. my mother abandoned me and I've always just felt alone..when I was 13 I suspected I might be gay..mainly because I wasn't attracted to girls and I hung out with a guy and we kinda just touched and for the first time something felt right for me >< he told me "No We're not gay!" and I was confused..When I turned 15 I realized..I was gay..I had no attraction to females and when I was with guys I was happy =] my whole life changed when I realized I was gay ^^ I became more out going I changed my hairstyles started getting into make-up D: which I reaally like ^^ makes me feel better :3 I am kinda warning right now >< Im very shy around girls I don't feel comfortable talking to them and don't be surprised if I dont talk to you if ur a girl >< I just dont feel confortable..I feel like I'm very ugly and very fat everyone tells me otherwise..but I dont believe them.. v_v I love adding new friends =] I know it pisses people off sometimes but >< meh I do it to make myself happy ^^" idk why I'm a vegitarian ^^ No meatt eww icky D:
something I like to do are work with make-up play pokemon,Silent Hill, Dance Dance Revolution, Singing Exploring walking people look at me all the time when I go out xD it makes me giggle I do NOT judge people =] I ****ing hate it >< I am PART furry :3 dont know what it means look it up ^^ RAWRRR :3 meow meow meowwww =3 I love hair styless sooo much I find baldness and curly hair a turn off >< and very short hair D: Idk why... :3 I have a Facebook and Myspace and would love for you to add me on there ^^ Pwease comment me tell me whatchu think and rate me ^^ but please..pweaseee dont comment me if you have got nothing nice to say =[ otherwise ima cry ='[..im extreamly sensitive v_v I cry alot people call me a pussy..wimp baby all that stuff..I cant help it..i feel too much..and care alot =[ I hope you all dont hate me v_v thanks for reading ohh and I love kitties and tigers andd rock music electronica goth screamo not rap >.> country is ok but other then that I think thats it

hehe ^^ obviously POKEMON <333333

Heart Gold FC Memory - 1634 6443 7670