MrRandomIDon'tCare
I'm Not Here
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- Age 30
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- Seen Mar 6, 2009
This is a collection of most of my lyrics that i've created in my years as a musician.
(Sorry its such a long thread. Lots of songs!)
IS IT JUST A LIE?
You guided me through many tough years
You dried all my 15,000 tears, and
I need you
I want you
To be by my side so I can stay with you
If not, what is life for?
I don't know why I feel this way
I don't even know if you'd wanna stay, cause
It hurts me
To hurt you
In all these things we have gotten through
Before now…
You know I love you, yes I do
It's not exactly what you wanted, but hey, it'll do
Don't you love me too?
Or is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
Cause I love you
I need you
I love you
I need you
Now I feel really bad
Cause the times I had with you are the best I ever had, and
Don't know what to do
Cause I'm without you
You know I love you, yes I do
It's not exactly what you wanted, but hey, it'll do
Don't you love me too?
Or is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
You know I love you, yes I do
It's not exactly what you wanted, but hey, it'll do
Don't you love me too?
Or is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
Is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
MEMORISE
When I see you in my thoughts
It scares me half to death
I'm scared to fall in love with you
And I die with every breath
I hate not knowing the future yet
What may or may not be
If I told you how I feel
Is there a chance for you and me?
The stars of night are in your eyes
They sparkle beautifully
They memorise and mesmerise
Everything you see
Everything you say and do
Reminds me why I care
If you ever need me, then
I promise I'll be there
I guess my chances are too slim
I'm stupid to give this to you
I haven't had much luck with girls
And I didn't know what to do
Please don't think that I'm a freak
This is the only way I can say
How I feel, for true, for real
So answer me, ok?
ANGELS
Why is my heart always in denial?
I know I love her eyes and smile
She's just too beautiful to describe.
Too amazing for so little words
Yet she flies through my mind like a bird
And I just cannot decide.
Whether to give up on her
I don't care what I've said or heard
It's just not fair I always fall in love
With angels from the skies above
So tell me please,
Does she love me?
I don't know why thoughts hurt me too
I get pain from thinking of you
And everyday, I die.
Within my mind, you rule the world
My life's controlled by a teenage girl,
Forgetting you is too hard to try.
Should I give up on her?
I don't care what I've said or heard
It's just not fair I always fall in love
With angels from the skies above
So tell me please,
Does she love me?
NOT THAT DIFFERENT TO YOU
When I'm standing over by the wall
All alone, simply dancing
I got no one caring for me at all
But I just find your movements trancing
But I can't see why you would like me
Just alone in the corner, thinking,
Would I ever get a chance to get close to you
I must be dreaming
And then you walk up to me
Maybe you see
That I'm not like the others,
But I'm not
That
Different
To you
I don't know what to do-oohoooho
When I got off of the bus that day
And I saw you standing there
My heart had skipped a beat
Scared from my head down to my feet
And then you walk up to me
Maybe you see
That I'm not like the others,
But I'm not
That
Different
To you
I don't know what to do-oohoooho-whoahooh
Whoahhahhahahohoheohoh
Now I'm regretting what I thought I had to do
Scared that you won't talk to me
Please don't cry, it hurts inside
Don't take your voice away from me
Please…
But I can't see why you would like me
Just alone in the corner, thinking,
Would I ever get a chance to get close to you
I must be dreaming
And then you walk up to me
Maybe you see
That I'm not like the others,
But I'm not
That
Different
To you
I don't know what to do-oohoooho
ANGEL IN HIS EYES
He thinks about you every day
Hoping that someday you'll say
The words he's longed to hear since you met
The one thing that he wishes for
Is something never said before
to him, he's not experienced it yet
He's not like the other guys,
Can't you see it in his eyes?
He won't do anything but love you
But he doesn't know what to do
His fragile heart,
He's waited for you
From the start
Cause he loves you
But you don't know
How much he cares
You are just an unaware
Angel in his eyes
Feel his heartbeat rise...
Now he's sitting there alone
Cautiously waiting by the phone
Always waiting for you to start replying
Was the truth really that bad?
He sensed you weren't exactly glad
What's the point in him even trying?
He's not like the other guys,
Can't you see it in his eyes?
He won't do anything but love you
But he doesn't know what to do
His fragile heart,
He's waited for you
From the start
Cause he loves you
But you don't know
How much he cares
You are just an unaware
Angel in his eyes
Feel his heartbeat rise...
EACH AND EVERY TIME
If I told you how I felt
Or the fact you make me melt
Inside
Would you never speak to me?
Would you be able to see?
That I've tried
I'm not strong enough to avoid you now
You've turned my world right upside down
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
You
Should I stay?
Or walk away?
Do you know why?
I swear
When you're not there
I cry at night
I'm not strong enough to avoid you now
You've turned my world right upside down
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
When I'm not near you
Another little piece of me dies
And when I hear you
With you is where my heart lies
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to
Forget
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
You.
FOUND A WAY
These feelings come back like a river washing over me
I don't think that you can see
My pain
When I knew that I liked you
I hated myself; I was the only one
To blame
But now I know that I can't hide
But I don't know how to decide
What to do,
I need to tell you the truth…
I want you here with me,
I want to make you see
I've not changed at all
Listen to what I say
I've finally found a way
To stop myself before I fall
In love…
I miss you now more than I ever did before
Before you walked out my door
Forever
More fear than my heart can take,
I promise that I'm not a fake
But I will never
Say those words to you
I don't know what you'd do
Will you run away from me?
Or will you be my destiny?
I want you here with me,
I want to make you see
I've not changed at all
Listen to what I say
I've finally found a way
To stop myself before I fall
I want you here with me,
I want to make you see
I've not changed at all
Listen to what I say
I've finally found a way
To stop myself before I fall
In love
ALWAYS AND FORNEVER
I have followed you through the nightmares
But now I see you're not who I thought you were
I'm not okay; you led me astray, from what I wanted to do
How could I have thought that you were "Her"?
I'd have loved you forever
I'd have never let you down
But it turns out that fornever
Is what I'm falling through now
This is the
Darkness
That I don't want to know
Pain
That stops me from getting home
For always and fornever
With you, I despair the way
I'll go anywhere to avoid your name
But fornever is way too long to live alone
I can't get home…
Infinity doesn't seem too far away
Soon I won't be here for you to haunt no more
Now I see you walk out that door, I feel pain like never before
I know that I won't see you again
This is the
Darkness
That I don't want to know
Pain
That stops me from getting home
For always and fornever
With you, I despair the way
I'll go anywhere to avoid your name
But fornever is way too long to live alone
I am the
Darkness
That you don't want to know
Pain
That stops you from letting go
For always and fornever
With me, you wait for the day
I won't be there to breathe your name
And fornever is way too long to live alone
Cause you're my home…
SEE
When I hear your voice, my heart beats faster
Than ever before
It's like knowing you've got something right
But so much more
Look into my eyes, do you see pain and sadness
In there?
I think I'm falling in love with you
While I stare
At your beautiful smile
And those multicoloured tiles
That make the rainbow in your eyes
They laser through my consciousness
And cover up the pain inside
I need you here with me
But it's me you don't see…
I knew that this would happen
That my feelings would come back
The last thing that my heart needs is
The love that it lacks
I've seen too much in my dreams
To let my past get in the way
It's just like me to forget myself
And think back to that day
When we met
Your smile lit up my soul
As soon as we spoke
I knew I felt whole
But now 'til the start
The remains of my heart
Are in the abyss
Of loneliness
I can't control these thoughts
Even though all that they've sought
Is the truth
Of what is going through my head
Your image plunges my heart into dread
What about you?
You've got a beautiful smile
And those multicoloured tiles
That make the rainbow in your eyes
They laser through my consciousness
And cover up the pain inside
When we met
Your smile lit up my soul
As soon as we spoke
I knew I felt whole
But now 'til the start
The remains of my heart
Are in the abyss
Of loneliness
I need you here with me
Can you finally see?
HOLIDAY IN VEGAS
Falling asleep so I don't see you no more
I tried to tell you that my heart was still sore
I wasted my time, and you walked out the door
But now I see that you're just a worthless whore!
So now I take back the words I meant
Because the devil has just sent
A messenger from hell, and it's just started to tell
What happened that night that you covered up so well
So I'm going back to when things went wrong
And I see that you were lying all along
You had him in our bed, but that's ok you see?
Cause now the one who cheated isn't just me
I found a girl who rocked my world
All of that night, and it felt so right
Cause I knew that you and me were never meant to be
I can't believe I've only just started to see
Even though your body was so great
Every time I touched you I burned with hate
Because how can unfaithfulness be good
When all you had to do was run away while you could
Your eyes of lust infected me
And then you said "Come to bed baby"
But I knew that it was something that you'd done with him
And I can't forgive you cause I'm not convinced
You told me to go out and have some fun
I said "ok" but deep inside I knew that someone
Was coming to our room to have sex with you
I got back to find that he was sleeping next to you
That wasn't clever
Cause I would never
Have known
What you did
I had trusted
You
But what the hell was wrong with me?
ETERNITY
I can see you crawling back into my mind
Again
I thought I didn't need you anymore, that I loved you as
a friend
But everything that I believed in
you crushed and killed while blinding
my heart, but not any more
It takes more than that to fool me
you can't just say, "I'm sorry"
Cause that means you won't do it again, but like before
I hide from your gaze
and time goes past in a blaze
Cause eternity is how I feel
these feelings don't leave me alone
your voice is what kills me down the phone
and all because you're just too real
To me...
When I listen to the voice inside
My head
I realise that my senses have all
Gone dead
Numbed by the harmony that rules my life
I listen to you; I'm back alive
Back where I fell in love
But somehow it's different inside my heart,
Cause my words don't know where to start
You are an angel, from above
So my eyes wonder where you've gone
I can't see you but I'll carry on
Through the dark of eternity, without you
These thoughts don't leave me alone
your voice is what kills me down the phone
Your hand's not there for me to grab on to
I'm sorry…
I hide from your gaze
My eyes are ablaze
They're red from tears dropping from my thoughts
HEARTBEAT
Your beautiful voice is my heartbeat
I can't stop smiling when we meet
I'm just so lucky to have you
When you called, that fateful night
We finally knew that it was right
To feel the way we do
Your smile shines through my soul
You know you make me whole
But you don't know how much
I crave for your touch
You can see my heart when my eyes meet yours
I've never felt this way before
You're all I need to survive
I've never felt this alive
Cause I'm so in love with you
Because you love me too…
I think about you each night and day
My heartbeats are so fast while I say
"I love you more than you think, my dear"
You have no idea how much I care
And every time I start to stare
At your eyes, I blink back tears
You can see my heart when my eyes meet yours
I've never felt this way before
Cause I'm so in love with you
You're all I need to survive
I've never felt this alive
Because you love my…
Heart when my eyes meet yours
I've never felt this way before
Cause I'm so in love with you
You're all I need to survive
I've never felt this alive
Because you love me too.
TIL WE KISS AGAIN
Words can't explain how I'm feeling right now
My heart is yours, and you have chosen me
Is this a joke, cause I would never be this lucky
And so you fade, 'til we kiss again
I'm always in fear of other men
You tell me not to worry, but you can't comprehend
My love for you
I tell you bout my fears, but you brush them away
Then I say sorry, but I still worry
I can't believe that you'd love me
And so you fade, 'til we kiss again
I'm always in fear of other men
You tell me not to worry, but you can't comprehend
My love for you
It's true
I'd give my world to stop from crying
When I'm with you, my heart is flying
High up in the sky, but I don't know why I'm always scared
Of losing you… of being lonely again
And so you fade, 'til we kiss again
I'm always in fear of other men
You tell me not to worry, but you can't comprehend
My love for you
(and backing sings:
"I can't live without you
I wouldn't know what to do" in first two lines of chorus)
NO MORE
You told me that you loved me
I was stupid, I believed you
When we met, the clouds formed above me
And lightning made me know what to do
I said nothing, but my eyes said more
You heard me playing the same song
That you were playing on the keyboard
And I waited for so long
One fear of you not being with me
One tear that falls eventually
But no more
No more
One little thing that you need to know
I still love you, so I must let you go
But I don't want to be lonely
No more
We knew we clicked that night
You had so much in common with me
Even though my heart was filled with fright
I acted as though nothing was wrong with me
We talked over MSN, for seven moons
Until we met up on that Saturday
The feelings came back like a typhoon
Just when I thought they'd gone away
One fear of you not being with me
One tear that falls eventually
But no more
No more
One little thing that you need to know
I still love you, so I must let you go
But I don't want to be lonely
No more
Not one month later, you called me
"I've been getting feelings," said You
This was somewhere that I'd never been
So I said "I've got feelings too."
This last month was the best of my life
Until you said "I don't think it's gonna work"
I never once thought that you'd have been my wife
I thought we'd last longer than that
But I didn't go berserk
I said "Ok" and left it there
If you'd said it in person then I would have stared
In your eyes, through your disguise
And seen the truth hidden inside
I thought that I meant so much to you
I felt it in your kiss
But now I know I was just a fool
I'm not upset, but that don't mean I can't miss
You…
Chorus x 1
One fear of being lonely
One tear that falls occasionally
But no more
No more
One little thing that you need to know
I still love you, so I must let you go
So our relationship…
Is no more.
NO DEAL
Don't leave me now in the middle of the night
I said sorry after we had that fight
I told you not to worry
That everything would be all right
But you still walked out on me
You said that I had changed too much lately
I can't do much about that
So here comes the chorus: ONE TWO THREE
Fading away
From the essence of you
Crawling away
From the face of you
I cannot cover up
The way I feel
Because you're words
Are killing me
So no deal
Can't you just get out of my head?
All I want to do is forget
It's not my fault your words tranquillised me
You destroyed me, all my nerves are dead
Fading away
From the essence of you
Crawling away
From the face of you
I cannot cover up
The way I feel
Because you're words
Are killing me
So no deal
Sorry, but you're suffocating me
All this **** you spout out of your mouth
Stop lying to me, baby,
Don't touch me anymore
Get out of my life
Or this is war!
Fading away
From the essence of you
Crawling away
From the face of you
I cannot cover up
The way I feel
Because you're words
Are killing me
So no deal
LAST DRINK
I walk away
While you say
"Please don't leave me now"
Then I said
"Sorry babe
Just get away
From me
I don't care what you want now"
That was yesterday
I didn't mean it really
Just a spur of the moment thing
I said sorry
In a text, couldn't bring myself to call you
Not after breaking your heart like that
I didn't wanna walk out your flat
But I was too doped to think
Cause I shouldn't have had that last drink
Ok, so here's the story,
I went to a poker night
At my mates house
I lost a lot
So I tried to leave but I had to, eh, do a forfeit
Three drinks
Sip of Carlsberg, lil bit o Stella
Tiny Bacardi Breezer downstairs in the cellar
Then I had to run outside naked, and
Well it didn't go down well
I got home, drunk as a donkey
I was drunk and high, but I'm not really a junkie
I shouted, you cried, I walked out, but you survived
So now we pick it up a bit afterwards…
One year later
I see you walking down the street
Alone, thinking that I hate her
I think back to when I left, baby
I wave to you
You don't recognise me
I'm like "What the f?" baby?
Cause when I look in the mirror
Aall I see is her
I didn't care what you said
I thought I didn't love you
But then I realised I did
And I knew what to do
But when I knocked on your door
You didn't answer me
Obviously
I was stupid to think you'd still want me
The last drink caused me to be blind
I couldn't see
Your tears
Your face
Your clear green eyes
I'm sorry all right?
SHORT AND SWEET (IN EVERY WAY)
Walking on thin ice
You told me to go twice
But still I lay on your settee
I never meant to disobey
I'm your dirty little slave
I love it when you control me
Tear me up throw me away
It feels like the first time every day
I love it when you say… "ooh"
I love it when you feel me, love it when you touch me
Love it when you're with me, best when you're above me
Never wanna change you
You're perfect in every way
So great in bed
You've got the grounds to leave
You said "Phill I don't believe
In you any more, I'm walking out that door"
Then I replied
"If I didn't have you then I'd die
Because I'm not that nice a guy, anymore"
Tear me up throw me away
It feels like the first time every day
I love it when you say… "ooh"
I love it when you feel me, love it when you touch me
Love it when you're with me, best when you're above me
Never wanna change you
You're perfect in every way
So great in bed
Don't leave me waiting tonight
Looking at my phone, just in case you might
Text me, ring me, I don't mind baby,
I just need to know that you're all right…
Tear me up throw me away
It feels like the first time every day
I love it when you say… "ooh"
I love it when you feel me, love it when you touch me
Love it when you're with me, best when you're above me
Never wanna change you
You're perfect in every way
So great in bed
But you only exist inside my head.
WANDERING IN MEMORIES
Sometimes you have to give in
It's the only way to keep living
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
I'll just keep wandering between the lines
Thinking bout what's come and gone
Thinking bout you for way too long
When my mind drifts too far into dreams
I think about those times of sunrise beams
So I'm walking through the streets
Hoping you're the one that I'll meet
Just around the corner there
So I just stare
Waiting for you
But you'd never see me
I'd give anything to be back with you
In the rain where I could only just see
Your face
But I still feel
Your taste
Wandering in memories
Reminiscing about you and me
Wondering what could have been
If you hadn't said goodbye
Now I'll never again look in your eyes
So I'm walking through the streets
Hoping you're the one that I'll meet
Just around the corner there
So I just stare
Waiting for you
But you'd never see me
I'd give anything to be back with you
In the rain where I could only just see
Your face
But I still feel
Your taste
Wandering inside my
Thoughts that plague my head
I can't stop remembering
Your words that you said
That you carried on saying
But I knew
That they weren't true
So I'm walking through the streets
Hoping you're the one that I'll meet
Just around the corner there
So I always stare
Waiting for you
But you'd never see me
I'd give anything to be back with you
In the rain where I could only just see
Your face
But I still feel
Your taste
Wandering in memories of you
So yeah, there we go :)
(Sorry its such a long thread. Lots of songs!)
IS IT JUST A LIE?
You guided me through many tough years
You dried all my 15,000 tears, and
I need you
I want you
To be by my side so I can stay with you
If not, what is life for?
I don't know why I feel this way
I don't even know if you'd wanna stay, cause
It hurts me
To hurt you
In all these things we have gotten through
Before now…
You know I love you, yes I do
It's not exactly what you wanted, but hey, it'll do
Don't you love me too?
Or is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
Cause I love you
I need you
I love you
I need you
Now I feel really bad
Cause the times I had with you are the best I ever had, and
Don't know what to do
Cause I'm without you
You know I love you, yes I do
It's not exactly what you wanted, but hey, it'll do
Don't you love me too?
Or is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
You know I love you, yes I do
It's not exactly what you wanted, but hey, it'll do
Don't you love me too?
Or is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
Is it just a lie, which I thought was true?
MEMORISE
When I see you in my thoughts
It scares me half to death
I'm scared to fall in love with you
And I die with every breath
I hate not knowing the future yet
What may or may not be
If I told you how I feel
Is there a chance for you and me?
The stars of night are in your eyes
They sparkle beautifully
They memorise and mesmerise
Everything you see
Everything you say and do
Reminds me why I care
If you ever need me, then
I promise I'll be there
I guess my chances are too slim
I'm stupid to give this to you
I haven't had much luck with girls
And I didn't know what to do
Please don't think that I'm a freak
This is the only way I can say
How I feel, for true, for real
So answer me, ok?
ANGELS
Why is my heart always in denial?
I know I love her eyes and smile
She's just too beautiful to describe.
Too amazing for so little words
Yet she flies through my mind like a bird
And I just cannot decide.
Whether to give up on her
I don't care what I've said or heard
It's just not fair I always fall in love
With angels from the skies above
So tell me please,
Does she love me?
I don't know why thoughts hurt me too
I get pain from thinking of you
And everyday, I die.
Within my mind, you rule the world
My life's controlled by a teenage girl,
Forgetting you is too hard to try.
Should I give up on her?
I don't care what I've said or heard
It's just not fair I always fall in love
With angels from the skies above
So tell me please,
Does she love me?
NOT THAT DIFFERENT TO YOU
When I'm standing over by the wall
All alone, simply dancing
I got no one caring for me at all
But I just find your movements trancing
But I can't see why you would like me
Just alone in the corner, thinking,
Would I ever get a chance to get close to you
I must be dreaming
And then you walk up to me
Maybe you see
That I'm not like the others,
But I'm not
That
Different
To you
I don't know what to do-oohoooho
When I got off of the bus that day
And I saw you standing there
My heart had skipped a beat
Scared from my head down to my feet
And then you walk up to me
Maybe you see
That I'm not like the others,
But I'm not
That
Different
To you
I don't know what to do-oohoooho-whoahooh
Whoahhahhahahohoheohoh
Now I'm regretting what I thought I had to do
Scared that you won't talk to me
Please don't cry, it hurts inside
Don't take your voice away from me
Please…
But I can't see why you would like me
Just alone in the corner, thinking,
Would I ever get a chance to get close to you
I must be dreaming
And then you walk up to me
Maybe you see
That I'm not like the others,
But I'm not
That
Different
To you
I don't know what to do-oohoooho
ANGEL IN HIS EYES
He thinks about you every day
Hoping that someday you'll say
The words he's longed to hear since you met
The one thing that he wishes for
Is something never said before
to him, he's not experienced it yet
He's not like the other guys,
Can't you see it in his eyes?
He won't do anything but love you
But he doesn't know what to do
His fragile heart,
He's waited for you
From the start
Cause he loves you
But you don't know
How much he cares
You are just an unaware
Angel in his eyes
Feel his heartbeat rise...
Now he's sitting there alone
Cautiously waiting by the phone
Always waiting for you to start replying
Was the truth really that bad?
He sensed you weren't exactly glad
What's the point in him even trying?
He's not like the other guys,
Can't you see it in his eyes?
He won't do anything but love you
But he doesn't know what to do
His fragile heart,
He's waited for you
From the start
Cause he loves you
But you don't know
How much he cares
You are just an unaware
Angel in his eyes
Feel his heartbeat rise...
EACH AND EVERY TIME
If I told you how I felt
Or the fact you make me melt
Inside
Would you never speak to me?
Would you be able to see?
That I've tried
I'm not strong enough to avoid you now
You've turned my world right upside down
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
You
Should I stay?
Or walk away?
Do you know why?
I swear
When you're not there
I cry at night
I'm not strong enough to avoid you now
You've turned my world right upside down
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
When I'm not near you
Another little piece of me dies
And when I hear you
With you is where my heart lies
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to
Forget
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
These dreams are trying
To tell me something
But I don't know what it is yet
It's killing my mind
Each and every time
I just can't seem to forget
You.
FOUND A WAY
These feelings come back like a river washing over me
I don't think that you can see
My pain
When I knew that I liked you
I hated myself; I was the only one
To blame
But now I know that I can't hide
But I don't know how to decide
What to do,
I need to tell you the truth…
I want you here with me,
I want to make you see
I've not changed at all
Listen to what I say
I've finally found a way
To stop myself before I fall
In love…
I miss you now more than I ever did before
Before you walked out my door
Forever
More fear than my heart can take,
I promise that I'm not a fake
But I will never
Say those words to you
I don't know what you'd do
Will you run away from me?
Or will you be my destiny?
I want you here with me,
I want to make you see
I've not changed at all
Listen to what I say
I've finally found a way
To stop myself before I fall
I want you here with me,
I want to make you see
I've not changed at all
Listen to what I say
I've finally found a way
To stop myself before I fall
In love
ALWAYS AND FORNEVER
I have followed you through the nightmares
But now I see you're not who I thought you were
I'm not okay; you led me astray, from what I wanted to do
How could I have thought that you were "Her"?
I'd have loved you forever
I'd have never let you down
But it turns out that fornever
Is what I'm falling through now
This is the
Darkness
That I don't want to know
Pain
That stops me from getting home
For always and fornever
With you, I despair the way
I'll go anywhere to avoid your name
But fornever is way too long to live alone
I can't get home…
Infinity doesn't seem too far away
Soon I won't be here for you to haunt no more
Now I see you walk out that door, I feel pain like never before
I know that I won't see you again
This is the
Darkness
That I don't want to know
Pain
That stops me from getting home
For always and fornever
With you, I despair the way
I'll go anywhere to avoid your name
But fornever is way too long to live alone
I am the
Darkness
That you don't want to know
Pain
That stops you from letting go
For always and fornever
With me, you wait for the day
I won't be there to breathe your name
And fornever is way too long to live alone
Cause you're my home…
SEE
When I hear your voice, my heart beats faster
Than ever before
It's like knowing you've got something right
But so much more
Look into my eyes, do you see pain and sadness
In there?
I think I'm falling in love with you
While I stare
At your beautiful smile
And those multicoloured tiles
That make the rainbow in your eyes
They laser through my consciousness
And cover up the pain inside
I need you here with me
But it's me you don't see…
I knew that this would happen
That my feelings would come back
The last thing that my heart needs is
The love that it lacks
I've seen too much in my dreams
To let my past get in the way
It's just like me to forget myself
And think back to that day
When we met
Your smile lit up my soul
As soon as we spoke
I knew I felt whole
But now 'til the start
The remains of my heart
Are in the abyss
Of loneliness
I can't control these thoughts
Even though all that they've sought
Is the truth
Of what is going through my head
Your image plunges my heart into dread
What about you?
You've got a beautiful smile
And those multicoloured tiles
That make the rainbow in your eyes
They laser through my consciousness
And cover up the pain inside
When we met
Your smile lit up my soul
As soon as we spoke
I knew I felt whole
But now 'til the start
The remains of my heart
Are in the abyss
Of loneliness
I need you here with me
Can you finally see?
HOLIDAY IN VEGAS
Falling asleep so I don't see you no more
I tried to tell you that my heart was still sore
I wasted my time, and you walked out the door
But now I see that you're just a worthless whore!
So now I take back the words I meant
Because the devil has just sent
A messenger from hell, and it's just started to tell
What happened that night that you covered up so well
So I'm going back to when things went wrong
And I see that you were lying all along
You had him in our bed, but that's ok you see?
Cause now the one who cheated isn't just me
I found a girl who rocked my world
All of that night, and it felt so right
Cause I knew that you and me were never meant to be
I can't believe I've only just started to see
Even though your body was so great
Every time I touched you I burned with hate
Because how can unfaithfulness be good
When all you had to do was run away while you could
Your eyes of lust infected me
And then you said "Come to bed baby"
But I knew that it was something that you'd done with him
And I can't forgive you cause I'm not convinced
You told me to go out and have some fun
I said "ok" but deep inside I knew that someone
Was coming to our room to have sex with you
I got back to find that he was sleeping next to you
That wasn't clever
Cause I would never
Have known
What you did
I had trusted
You
But what the hell was wrong with me?
ETERNITY
I can see you crawling back into my mind
Again
I thought I didn't need you anymore, that I loved you as
a friend
But everything that I believed in
you crushed and killed while blinding
my heart, but not any more
It takes more than that to fool me
you can't just say, "I'm sorry"
Cause that means you won't do it again, but like before
I hide from your gaze
and time goes past in a blaze
Cause eternity is how I feel
these feelings don't leave me alone
your voice is what kills me down the phone
and all because you're just too real
To me...
When I listen to the voice inside
My head
I realise that my senses have all
Gone dead
Numbed by the harmony that rules my life
I listen to you; I'm back alive
Back where I fell in love
But somehow it's different inside my heart,
Cause my words don't know where to start
You are an angel, from above
So my eyes wonder where you've gone
I can't see you but I'll carry on
Through the dark of eternity, without you
These thoughts don't leave me alone
your voice is what kills me down the phone
Your hand's not there for me to grab on to
I'm sorry…
I hide from your gaze
My eyes are ablaze
They're red from tears dropping from my thoughts
HEARTBEAT
Your beautiful voice is my heartbeat
I can't stop smiling when we meet
I'm just so lucky to have you
When you called, that fateful night
We finally knew that it was right
To feel the way we do
Your smile shines through my soul
You know you make me whole
But you don't know how much
I crave for your touch
You can see my heart when my eyes meet yours
I've never felt this way before
You're all I need to survive
I've never felt this alive
Cause I'm so in love with you
Because you love me too…
I think about you each night and day
My heartbeats are so fast while I say
"I love you more than you think, my dear"
You have no idea how much I care
And every time I start to stare
At your eyes, I blink back tears
You can see my heart when my eyes meet yours
I've never felt this way before
Cause I'm so in love with you
You're all I need to survive
I've never felt this alive
Because you love my…
Heart when my eyes meet yours
I've never felt this way before
Cause I'm so in love with you
You're all I need to survive
I've never felt this alive
Because you love me too.
TIL WE KISS AGAIN
Words can't explain how I'm feeling right now
My heart is yours, and you have chosen me
Is this a joke, cause I would never be this lucky
And so you fade, 'til we kiss again
I'm always in fear of other men
You tell me not to worry, but you can't comprehend
My love for you
I tell you bout my fears, but you brush them away
Then I say sorry, but I still worry
I can't believe that you'd love me
And so you fade, 'til we kiss again
I'm always in fear of other men
You tell me not to worry, but you can't comprehend
My love for you
It's true
I'd give my world to stop from crying
When I'm with you, my heart is flying
High up in the sky, but I don't know why I'm always scared
Of losing you… of being lonely again
And so you fade, 'til we kiss again
I'm always in fear of other men
You tell me not to worry, but you can't comprehend
My love for you
(and backing sings:
"I can't live without you
I wouldn't know what to do" in first two lines of chorus)
NO MORE
You told me that you loved me
I was stupid, I believed you
When we met, the clouds formed above me
And lightning made me know what to do
I said nothing, but my eyes said more
You heard me playing the same song
That you were playing on the keyboard
And I waited for so long
One fear of you not being with me
One tear that falls eventually
But no more
No more
One little thing that you need to know
I still love you, so I must let you go
But I don't want to be lonely
No more
We knew we clicked that night
You had so much in common with me
Even though my heart was filled with fright
I acted as though nothing was wrong with me
We talked over MSN, for seven moons
Until we met up on that Saturday
The feelings came back like a typhoon
Just when I thought they'd gone away
One fear of you not being with me
One tear that falls eventually
But no more
No more
One little thing that you need to know
I still love you, so I must let you go
But I don't want to be lonely
No more
Not one month later, you called me
"I've been getting feelings," said You
This was somewhere that I'd never been
So I said "I've got feelings too."
This last month was the best of my life
Until you said "I don't think it's gonna work"
I never once thought that you'd have been my wife
I thought we'd last longer than that
But I didn't go berserk
I said "Ok" and left it there
If you'd said it in person then I would have stared
In your eyes, through your disguise
And seen the truth hidden inside
I thought that I meant so much to you
I felt it in your kiss
But now I know I was just a fool
I'm not upset, but that don't mean I can't miss
You…
Chorus x 1
One fear of being lonely
One tear that falls occasionally
But no more
No more
One little thing that you need to know
I still love you, so I must let you go
So our relationship…
Is no more.
NO DEAL
Don't leave me now in the middle of the night
I said sorry after we had that fight
I told you not to worry
That everything would be all right
But you still walked out on me
You said that I had changed too much lately
I can't do much about that
So here comes the chorus: ONE TWO THREE
Fading away
From the essence of you
Crawling away
From the face of you
I cannot cover up
The way I feel
Because you're words
Are killing me
So no deal
Can't you just get out of my head?
All I want to do is forget
It's not my fault your words tranquillised me
You destroyed me, all my nerves are dead
Fading away
From the essence of you
Crawling away
From the face of you
I cannot cover up
The way I feel
Because you're words
Are killing me
So no deal
Sorry, but you're suffocating me
All this **** you spout out of your mouth
Stop lying to me, baby,
Don't touch me anymore
Get out of my life
Or this is war!
Fading away
From the essence of you
Crawling away
From the face of you
I cannot cover up
The way I feel
Because you're words
Are killing me
So no deal
LAST DRINK
I walk away
While you say
"Please don't leave me now"
Then I said
"Sorry babe
Just get away
From me
I don't care what you want now"
That was yesterday
I didn't mean it really
Just a spur of the moment thing
I said sorry
In a text, couldn't bring myself to call you
Not after breaking your heart like that
I didn't wanna walk out your flat
But I was too doped to think
Cause I shouldn't have had that last drink
Ok, so here's the story,
I went to a poker night
At my mates house
I lost a lot
So I tried to leave but I had to, eh, do a forfeit
Three drinks
Sip of Carlsberg, lil bit o Stella
Tiny Bacardi Breezer downstairs in the cellar
Then I had to run outside naked, and
Well it didn't go down well
I got home, drunk as a donkey
I was drunk and high, but I'm not really a junkie
I shouted, you cried, I walked out, but you survived
So now we pick it up a bit afterwards…
One year later
I see you walking down the street
Alone, thinking that I hate her
I think back to when I left, baby
I wave to you
You don't recognise me
I'm like "What the f?" baby?
Cause when I look in the mirror
Aall I see is her
I didn't care what you said
I thought I didn't love you
But then I realised I did
And I knew what to do
But when I knocked on your door
You didn't answer me
Obviously
I was stupid to think you'd still want me
The last drink caused me to be blind
I couldn't see
Your tears
Your face
Your clear green eyes
I'm sorry all right?
SHORT AND SWEET (IN EVERY WAY)
Walking on thin ice
You told me to go twice
But still I lay on your settee
I never meant to disobey
I'm your dirty little slave
I love it when you control me
Tear me up throw me away
It feels like the first time every day
I love it when you say… "ooh"
I love it when you feel me, love it when you touch me
Love it when you're with me, best when you're above me
Never wanna change you
You're perfect in every way
So great in bed
You've got the grounds to leave
You said "Phill I don't believe
In you any more, I'm walking out that door"
Then I replied
"If I didn't have you then I'd die
Because I'm not that nice a guy, anymore"
Tear me up throw me away
It feels like the first time every day
I love it when you say… "ooh"
I love it when you feel me, love it when you touch me
Love it when you're with me, best when you're above me
Never wanna change you
You're perfect in every way
So great in bed
Don't leave me waiting tonight
Looking at my phone, just in case you might
Text me, ring me, I don't mind baby,
I just need to know that you're all right…
Tear me up throw me away
It feels like the first time every day
I love it when you say… "ooh"
I love it when you feel me, love it when you touch me
Love it when you're with me, best when you're above me
Never wanna change you
You're perfect in every way
So great in bed
But you only exist inside my head.
WANDERING IN MEMORIES
Sometimes you have to give in
It's the only way to keep living
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
I'll just keep wandering between the lines
Thinking bout what's come and gone
Thinking bout you for way too long
When my mind drifts too far into dreams
I think about those times of sunrise beams
So I'm walking through the streets
Hoping you're the one that I'll meet
Just around the corner there
So I just stare
Waiting for you
But you'd never see me
I'd give anything to be back with you
In the rain where I could only just see
Your face
But I still feel
Your taste
Wandering in memories
Reminiscing about you and me
Wondering what could have been
If you hadn't said goodbye
Now I'll never again look in your eyes
So I'm walking through the streets
Hoping you're the one that I'll meet
Just around the corner there
So I just stare
Waiting for you
But you'd never see me
I'd give anything to be back with you
In the rain where I could only just see
Your face
But I still feel
Your taste
Wandering inside my
Thoughts that plague my head
I can't stop remembering
Your words that you said
That you carried on saying
But I knew
That they weren't true
So I'm walking through the streets
Hoping you're the one that I'll meet
Just around the corner there
So I always stare
Waiting for you
But you'd never see me
I'd give anything to be back with you
In the rain where I could only just see
Your face
But I still feel
Your taste
Wandering in memories of you
So yeah, there we go :)